<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Poetika by Sepin Sinanlıoğlu: Poetika Yazı Kulübü]]></title><description><![CDATA[Belirli bir metafor etrafında, edebi ve sanatsal kaygı gütmeden yazan, belirli sıklıklarda buluşan bir kulüp.
Bu yazıların derlendiği dijital fanzin "Poetika Journal" sayıları da burada.
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Poetika Yazı Kulübü]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poetika Journal &#8226; Eyl&#252;l 2026]]></description><link>https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-ab6</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-ab6</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Sepin Sinanlıoğlu]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 16 Sep 2026 04:43:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UuKE!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa59dc01d-9513-4c28-9ec3-bbdabb7f99f3_4500x4500.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sevgili Poetika yazarlar&#305;,</p><p>Eyl&#252;l <strong>Poetika Journal</strong>&#8217;&#305;na yazm&#305;&#351; olanlar, l&#252;tfen Ekim<strong> Poetika Journal</strong>&#8217;&#305; i&#231;in yeni bir &#351;ey yazmay&#305;n. 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Umar&#305;m iyisiniz.&quot;,&quot;cta&quot;:null,&quot;showBylines&quot;:true,&quot;showDescription&quot;:true,&quot;showImage&quot;:true,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;sm&quot;,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;&quot;,&quot;publishedBylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:58851670,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Sepin Sinanl&#305;o&#287;lu&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;&#220;sk&#252;dar Amerikan Lisesi, Bo&#287;azi&#231;i &#220;niversitesi &#304;&#351;letme ve Plymouth &#220;niversitesi, Dartington College of Arts (hik&#226;yeler y&#252;ksek lisans) mezunu. &#304;ki &#231;ocu&#287;u Ela ve Ali, Sussex (kedi) ve Alice (k&#246;pek) ile Re&#351;itpa&#351;a, &#304;stanbul'da ya&#351;&#305;yor.&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/e5e4e009-0574-4bb6-ac64-4a9836e7620d_4480x4480.jpeg&quot;,&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:100}],&quot;post_date&quot;:&quot;2026-07-15T14:02:16.559Z&quot;,&quot;cover_image&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ZK8e!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcd904975-1154-46d5-91a6-94c02a814881_4500x4500.png&quot;,&quot;cover_image_alt&quot;:null,&quot;canonical_url&quot;:&quot;https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-ae0&quot;,&quot;section_name&quot;:&quot;Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;&quot;,&quot;video_upload_id&quot;:null,&quot;id&quot;:207155205,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;newsletter&quot;,&quot;reaction_count&quot;:14,&quot;comment_count&quot;:9,&quot;publication_id&quot;:765119,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Poetika by Sepin Sinanl&#305;o&#287;lu&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KGcr!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb07956f7-205e-41e0-8952-c611b8dacf90_1280x1280.png&quot;,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;youtube_url&quot;:null,&quot;show_links&quot;:null,&quot;feed_url&quot;:null}"></div><div><hr></div><p>Eyl&#252;l Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;&#8217;ne kat&#305;lamayanlar i&#231;in bulu&#351;ma kayd&#305; a&#351;a&#287;&#305;da:</p><div class="digest-post-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;nodeId&quot;:&quot;88d2db1f-0f3b-4cb1-bf74-8bbebd6a1147&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;Metinde tezat&#305; derinle&#351;tirme i&#231;in kullanmak.&quot;,&quot;cta&quot;:null,&quot;showBylines&quot;:true,&quot;showDescription&quot;:true,&quot;showImage&quot;:true,&quot;size&quot;:&quot;sm&quot;,&quot;isEditorNode&quot;:true,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;&quot;,&quot;publishedBylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:58851670,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Sepin Sinanl&#305;o&#287;lu&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;&#220;sk&#252;dar Amerikan Lisesi, Bo&#287;azi&#231;i &#220;niversitesi &#304;&#351;letme ve Plymouth &#220;niversitesi, Dartington College of Arts (hik&#226;yeler y&#252;ksek lisans) mezunu. &#304;ki &#231;ocu&#287;u Ela ve Ali, Sussex (kedi) ve Alice (k&#246;pek) ile Re&#351;itpa&#351;a, &#304;stanbul'da ya&#351;&#305;yor.&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/e5e4e009-0574-4bb6-ac64-4a9836e7620d_4480x4480.jpeg&quot;,&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:100}],&quot;post_date&quot;:&quot;2026-09-12T08:09:04.707Z&quot;,&quot;cover_image&quot;:&quot;https://substack-video.s3.amazonaws.com/video_upload/post/215331504/b4c6a2be-a423-485b-ba90-303881c86299/transcoded-1789200477.png&quot;,&quot;cover_image_alt&quot;:null,&quot;canonical_url&quot;:&quot;https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-9b1&quot;,&quot;section_name&quot;:&quot;Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;&quot;,&quot;video_upload_id&quot;:&quot;b4c6a2be-a423-485b-ba90-303881c86299&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:215331504,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;podcast&quot;,&quot;reaction_count&quot;:4,&quot;comment_count&quot;:0,&quot;publication_id&quot;:765119,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Poetika by Sepin Sinanl&#305;o&#287;lu&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KGcr!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb07956f7-205e-41e0-8952-c611b8dacf90_1280x1280.png&quot;,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;youtube_url&quot;:null,&quot;show_links&quot;:null,&quot;feed_url&quot;:null}"></div><div><hr></div><p><strong>Eyl&#252;l Poetika Journal&#8217;&#305;na Yazm&#305;&#351; Olanlar &#304;&#231;in &#214;neriler</strong></p><p>Bunlar benim metinlerinize katabilece&#287;iniz z&#305;tl&#305;klar i&#231;in notlar&#305;m. Bu notlara g&#246;re revizyon yapmak zorunda de&#287;ilsiniz tabii ki, l&#252;tfen siz yine i&#231;inizden ne geliyorsa oraya y&#246;nelin.</p><ul><li><p><strong>Fazilet:</strong> &#8220;Sakinlik&#8221; ve &#8220;k&#252;t&#252;phane&#8221; imgesinin tam z&#305;tt&#305;, i&#231;eride duran o sesli, heyecanl&#305; u&#231;</p></li><li><p><strong>Ebru:</strong> &#8220;Titrek&#8221; ve &#8220;At&#305;lgan&#8221;&#305;n birbirine yakla&#351;t&#305;&#287;&#305;, hatta belki i&#231; i&#231;e ge&#231;ti&#287;i anlar</p></li><li><p><strong>Hatem:</strong> Soka&#287;&#305;n sonundaki s&#305;n&#305;r&#305;n bir duvar de&#287;il, a&#231;&#305;labilir bir kap&#305; olmas&#305; ihtimali</p></li><li><p><strong>Berna:</strong> Uslu asilik ve asi usluluk yer de&#287;i&#351;imi</p></li><li><p><strong>Bedriye:</strong> &#304;ki u&#231; aras&#305;nda sarka&#231; olmak ve ayn&#305; zamanda z&#305;tl&#305;klar&#305;n birle&#351;ti&#287;i k&#305;vaml&#305; yer</p></li><li><p><strong>&#304;lknur:</strong> Van G&#246;l&#252; ile S&#252;phan Da&#287;&#305;&#8217;n&#305;n z&#305;tl&#305;&#287;&#305; ya da benzerli&#287;i, &#8220;&#199;avu&#351;&#8221; lakapl&#305; annenin k&#305;r&#305;lganl&#305;&#287;&#305;</p></li><li><p><strong>Serda:</strong> Renkleri emen palya&#231;o imgesinin di&#287;er ucu - d&#252;&#351;k&#252;n, komik hatta belki yumu&#351;ak ama h&#226;l&#226; tekinsiz bir palya&#231;o</p></li></ul><div><hr></div><p>Ekimde g&#246;r&#252;&#351;mek &#252;zere.</p><p>Sevgiyle, hep.</p><p>Sepin</p><div><hr></div><div class="embedded-post-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:214751770,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://serdaayik.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-10-886&quot;,&quot;publication_id&quot;:2272448,&quot;embedding_publication_id&quot;:765119,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Yazar&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!c7UU!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa6d2961f-1e48-4854-b064-361957569106_1024x1024.png&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal #10 &quot;,&quot;truncated_body_text&quot;:&quot;Koca kal&#231;alar&#305;n&#305; bir o yana bir bu yana savura savura y&#252;r&#252;yor, kollar&#305;n&#305; pembe t&#252;t&#252;s&#252;ne s&#252;rterek geli&#351;i g&#252;zel sall&#305;yordu. 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Poetika Yazı Kulübü]]></title><description><![CDATA[Poetika Journal &#8226; Temmuz/A&#287;ustos 2026]]></description><link>https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-ae0</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-yaz-kulubu-ae0</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Sepin Sinanlıoğlu]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 15 Jul 2026 14:02:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ZK8e!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcd904975-1154-46d5-91a6-94c02a814881_4500x4500.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Herkese s&#305;cak bir Temmuz &#246;&#287;leninden merhaba. Umar&#305;m iyisiniz. </p><p>Bir &#246;nceki bulu&#351;mada sokak isimleri &#252;zerine sohbet etmi&#351;tik. 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Sal&#305;ncaklar var, kayd&#305;raklar, tahterevalliler... Yan&#305;k &#351;eker kokusu yay&#305;l&#305;yor pamuk &#351;eker yapan arabadan. Ona ald&#305;r&#305;&#351; etmeden, &#351;ekere inat eder gibi patlam&#305;&#351; m&#305;s&#305;r arabas&#305; duruyor biraz ileride. Mavi beyaz &#231;izgili, tatl&#305; minik tenteli dondurma arabas&#305; da kendine yer bulmu&#351; &#252;stelik. 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Sal&#305;ncaklar var, kayd&#305;raklar, tahterevalliler... Yan&#305;k &#351;eker kokusu yay&#305;l&#305;yor pamuk &#351;eker yapan arabadan. Ona ald&#305;r&#305;&#351; etmeden, &#351;ekere inat eder gibi patlam&#305;&#351; m&#305;s&#305;r arabas&#305; duruyor biraz ileride. Mavi beyaz &#231;izgili, tatl&#305; minik tenteli dondurma arabas&#305; da kendine yer bulmu&#351; &#252;stelik. Adam elindeki dondurma ka&#351;&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; vuruyor m&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">2 months ago &#183; 8 likes &#183; 4 comments &#183; Serda</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="embedded-post-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:213385760,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://bernasagun.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-cocukluk&quot;,&quot;publication_id&quot;:4301280,&quot;embedding_publication_id&quot;:765119,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Berna&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!M5OT!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F34ff5ba5-c516-471b-a110-38851a9403b6_1168x974.jpeg&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal: &#199;ocukluk&quot;,&quot;truncated_body_text&quot;:&quot;&#220;&#231; k&#305;zkarde&#351;in en k&#252;&#231;&#252;&#287;&#252;y&#252;m. B&#252;y&#252;k ablam arkada&#351;lar&#305; ile bulu&#351;maya giderken bazen di&#287;er ablam&#305; da g&#246;t&#252;r&#252;rd&#252;. &#304;lk gittiklerinde, park&#305;n k&#246;&#351;esine kadar onlar&#305; kovalad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305; hat&#305;rl&#305;yorum. Hen&#252;z okula bile gitmiyordum. Sonra annem yeti&#351;ip beni geri g&#246;t&#252;rm&#252;&#351;t&#252;. Bir sonraki gidi&#351;lerinde &#8220;bah&#231;eden &#231;&#305;km&#305;yceksin!&#8221; diye talimat vermi&#351;ti bana senelerdir korudu&#287;u &#304;s&#8230;&quot;,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-08-30T10:45:20.770Z&quot;,&quot;like_count&quot;:11,&quot;comment_count&quot;:1,&quot;bylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:116249776,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Berna The Rebel&quot;,&quot;handle&quot;:&quot;bernatherebel&quot;,&quot;previous_name&quot;:&quot;Berna Sagun&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/34ff5ba5-c516-471b-a110-38851a9403b6_1168x974.jpeg&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;G&#252;nl&#252;k gibi yaz&#305;lar&quot;,&quot;profile_set_up_at&quot;:&quot;2023-10-09T16:55:17.237Z&quot;,&quot;reader_installed_at&quot;:&quot;2023-10-13T09:52:29.218Z&quot;,&quot;publicationUsers&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:4387623,&quot;user_id&quot;:116249776,&quot;publication_id&quot;:4301280,&quot;role&quot;:&quot;admin&quot;,&quot;public&quot;:true,&quot;is_primary&quot;:true,&quot;publication&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:4301280,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Berna&quot;,&quot;subdomain&quot;:&quot;bernasagun&quot;,&quot;custom_domain&quot;:null,&quot;custom_domain_optional&quot;:false,&quot;hero_text&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;logo_url&quot;:null,&quot;author_id&quot;:116249776,&quot;primary_user_id&quot;:116249776,&quot;theme_var_background_pop&quot;:&quot;#FF6719&quot;,&quot;created_at&quot;:&quot;2025-03-06T06:01:45.011Z&quot;,&quot;email_from_name&quot;:null,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;Berna&quot;,&quot;founding_plan_name&quot;:null,&quot;community_enabled&quot;:true,&quot;invite_only&quot;:false,&quot;payments_state&quot;:&quot;disabled&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:null,&quot;explicit&quot;:false,&quot;homepage_type&quot;:&quot;profile&quot;,&quot;is_personal_mode&quot;:false,&quot;logo_url_wide&quot;:null}}],&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;status&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;subscriber&quot;:null}}],&quot;utm_campaign&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;newsletter&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;,&quot;source&quot;:null}" data-component-name="EmbeddedPostToDOM"><a class="embedded-post" native="true" href="https://bernasagun.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-cocukluk?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_campaign=post_embed&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;embedding_publication_id=765119"><div class="embedded-post-header"><img class="embedded-post-publication-logo" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!M5OT!,w_56,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F34ff5ba5-c516-471b-a110-38851a9403b6_1168x974.jpeg" loading="lazy"><span class="embedded-post-publication-name">Berna</span></div><div class="embedded-post-title-wrapper"><div class="embedded-post-title">Poetika Journal: &#199;ocukluk</div></div><div class="embedded-post-body">&#220;&#231; k&#305;zkarde&#351;in en k&#252;&#231;&#252;&#287;&#252;y&#252;m. B&#252;y&#252;k ablam arkada&#351;lar&#305; ile bulu&#351;maya giderken bazen di&#287;er ablam&#305; da g&#246;t&#252;r&#252;rd&#252;. &#304;lk gittiklerinde, park&#305;n k&#246;&#351;esine kadar onlar&#305; kovalad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305; hat&#305;rl&#305;yorum. Hen&#252;z okula bile gitmiyordum. Sonra annem yeti&#351;ip beni geri g&#246;t&#252;rm&#252;&#351;t&#252;. Bir sonraki gidi&#351;lerinde &#8220;bah&#231;eden &#231;&#305;km&#305;yceksin!&#8221; diye talimat vermi&#351;ti bana senelerdir korudu&#287;u &#304;s&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">2 months ago &#183; 11 likes &#183; 1 comment &#183; Berna The Rebel</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="embedded-post-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:213785235,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://peren.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-cocukluk&quot;,&quot;publication_id&quot;:5552988,&quot;embedding_publication_id&quot;:765119,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Peren Efe&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal: &#199;ocukluk&quot;,&quot;truncated_body_text&quot;:&quot;&#199;ocukken &#231;ocuk olmay&#305; sevmezdim, hep on sekiz ya&#351;&#305;nda olmay&#305; hayal ederdim. Sonra herkesin &#231;ocuklu&#287;una d&#246;nmek istedi&#287;i zamanlarda ben d&#246;nmek istemedim. Ben &#231;ocukken kendimi sevmezdim. Bir &#231;ocuk kendini nas&#305;l sevmez? &#304;&#351;te o bendim. &#214;zel bir &#231;ocukmu&#351;um ben, kendi kendime o &#246;zelli&#287;i hi&#231; hissedemedim. &#304;&#231;e kapan&#305;k ve &#231;ok utanga&#231;t&#305;m. Derslerim vard&#305;, bir de &#8220;&#8230;&quot;,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-09-04T05:20:02.268Z&quot;,&quot;like_count&quot;:9,&quot;comment_count&quot;:13,&quot;bylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:88832806,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Peren Efe&quot;,&quot;handle&quot;:&quot;peren&quot;,&quot;previous_name&quot;:&quot;Peren&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/22261da9-9eef-4829-9726-290098034419_1080x2340.jpeg&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:null,&quot;profile_set_up_at&quot;:&quot;2022-12-13T22:07:41.895Z&quot;,&quot;reader_installed_at&quot;:&quot;2022-12-13T22:07:25.038Z&quot;,&quot;publicationUsers&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:5664361,&quot;user_id&quot;:88832806,&quot;publication_id&quot;:5552988,&quot;role&quot;:&quot;admin&quot;,&quot;public&quot;:true,&quot;is_primary&quot;:true,&quot;publication&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:5552988,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Peren Efe&quot;,&quot;subdomain&quot;:&quot;peren&quot;,&quot;custom_domain&quot;:null,&quot;custom_domain_optional&quot;:false,&quot;hero_text&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;logo_url&quot;:null,&quot;author_id&quot;:88832806,&quot;primary_user_id&quot;:88832806,&quot;theme_var_background_pop&quot;:&quot;#FF6719&quot;,&quot;created_at&quot;:&quot;2025-07-05T13:32:50.433Z&quot;,&quot;email_from_name&quot;:null,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;Peren&quot;,&quot;founding_plan_name&quot;:null,&quot;community_enabled&quot;:true,&quot;invite_only&quot;:false,&quot;payments_state&quot;:&quot;disabled&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:null,&quot;explicit&quot;:false,&quot;homepage_type&quot;:&quot;newspaper&quot;,&quot;is_personal_mode&quot;:false,&quot;logo_url_wide&quot;:null}}],&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;status&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;subscriber&quot;:null}}],&quot;utm_campaign&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;newsletter&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;,&quot;source&quot;:null}" data-component-name="EmbeddedPostToDOM"><a class="embedded-post" native="true" href="https://peren.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-cocukluk?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_campaign=post_embed&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;embedding_publication_id=765119"><div class="embedded-post-header"><span></span><span class="embedded-post-publication-name">Peren Efe</span></div><div class="embedded-post-title-wrapper"><div class="embedded-post-title">Poetika Journal: &#199;ocukluk</div></div><div class="embedded-post-body">&#199;ocukken &#231;ocuk olmay&#305; sevmezdim, hep on sekiz ya&#351;&#305;nda olmay&#305; hayal ederdim. Sonra herkesin &#231;ocuklu&#287;una d&#246;nmek istedi&#287;i zamanlarda ben d&#246;nmek istemedim. Ben &#231;ocukken kendimi sevmezdim. Bir &#231;ocuk kendini nas&#305;l sevmez? &#304;&#351;te o bendim. &#214;zel bir &#231;ocukmu&#351;um ben, kendi kendime o &#246;zelli&#287;i hi&#231; hissedemedim. &#304;&#231;e kapan&#305;k ve &#231;ok utanga&#231;t&#305;m. Derslerim vard&#305;, bir de &#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">2 months ago &#183; 9 likes &#183; 13 comments &#183; Peren Efe</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:330489858,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:330489858,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-09-05T19:27:39.468Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:null,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal : \n\nBen Var&#305;m!\n\n&#8220;&#8230;..\n\n&#199;ocuklu&#287;um burday&#305;m, ka&#231;mad&#305;m.\n\nK&#305;r&#305;klar&#305; temizleriz, burday&#305;m.\n\nIs&#305;nd&#305; bak, gri so&#287;uk sabahlar&#305;n?\n\nBen burday&#305;m, seni komam orda yar&#305;m.&#8221;\n\nhttps://youtu.be/1wdlbvo8kuQ?si=z1DOghr3c_8bdcp-\n\nMelike &#350;ahin&#8217;in &#8216;Burday&#305;m&#8217;  &#351;ark&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n dizeleri &#231;al&#305;yor zihnimde.\n\n&#199;ocuklu&#287;uma dair haf&#305;zamda tuttu&#287;um ve her hat&#305;rlay&#305;&#351;&#305;mda unutmak i&#231;in zihnimi ba&#351;ka bir yere y&#246;neltti&#287;im an&#305;lar var. Murakami, 1Q84&#8217;&#252;n ikinci kitab&#305;nda &#351;&#246;yle diyor: &#8220;D&#252;nya dedi&#287;in &#351;ey, birbiriyle &#231;eli&#351;en an&#305;lar&#305;n bitmek bilmez sava&#351;&#305;d&#305;r.&#8221;\n\nBenim i&#231;imde yara olan o g&#252;n, kuzenlerim i&#231;in unutulmaz bir g&#252;n.\n\n&#304;lkokuldayd&#305;m. Annem yine kontrolleri i&#231;in Ankara&#8217;dayd&#305;. Bizi anneannemlere b&#305;rakm&#305;&#351;t&#305;.\n\nDedemlerin deniz manzaral&#305;, iki katl&#305; evinde, biz hen&#252;z alt kata yerle&#351;memi&#351;ken day&#305;mlar oturuyordu. Her zamanki gibi s&#305;radan bir g&#252;nd&#252;. D&#305;&#351;ar&#305;da arkada&#351;lar&#305;mla &#231;elik &#231;omak oynuyor, s&#305;k&#305;l&#305;nca bisiklete biniyor, o da kesmezse arkada&#351;lar&#305;m&#305; toplay&#305;p dedemin derme &#231;atma tahtalardan yapt&#305;&#287;&#305; s&#246;zde &#231;ocuk kul&#252;b&#252;n&#252;n kul&#252;besinde m&#252;samereler planl&#305;yordum.\n\nAnnemi &#246;zlememek i&#231;in, &#351;imdi oldu&#287;u gibi, zihnimi me&#351;gul edecek i&#351;ler buluyordum kendime.\n\nBir s&#252;re sonra evin &#246;n&#252;nde oynamaktan s&#305;k&#305;l&#305;p oturdum. Day&#305;m e&#351;ini ve &#231;ocuklar&#305;n&#305; al&#305;p arabaya bindi. Merakla nereye gittiklerini sordum.\n\nVan&#8217;a gezmeye gidiyorlarm&#305;&#351;.\n\nUtana s&#305;k&#305;la, &#8220;Ben de geleyim mi?&#8221; dedim.\n\n&#8220;Olmaz, yer yok.&#8221; dedi.\n\nArabaya bakt&#305;m. Arka koltukta benden k&#252;&#231;&#252;k iki &#231;ocuk oturuyordu.\n\nYer vard&#305;.\n\nAma benim orada yerim yoktu.\n\nBir &#351;ey demedim. Day&#305;m gaza bas&#305;p gitti.\n\nA&#287;lad&#305;m.\n\nAma a&#287;lad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305; kimse g&#246;rmedi.\n\nBabas&#305;za&#287;l&#305;&#287;&#305;ma a&#287;lad&#305;m.\n\nKimse bilmedi.\n\nSonra dedemin bah&#231;esine, elma, vi&#351;ne ve kiraz a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;n&#305;n aras&#305;ndaki o eve gittim. Hemen biti&#351;i&#287;indeki &#304;&#351;letme Genel M&#252;d&#252;rl&#252;&#287;&#252;ne ait k&#252;&#231;&#252;k korulukta kavak a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305; vard&#305;; r&#252;zg&#226;r estik&#231;e yapraklar&#305; ruhu ok&#351;ar gibi h&#305;&#351;&#305;rdard&#305;.\n\n&#304;ki balkonlu, &#252;&#231; odal&#305;, mutfa&#287;&#305;nda Brooke Shields ve Tom Cruise posterlerinin as&#305;l&#305; oldu&#287;u o ev&#8230;\n\n&#199;ocuk g&#246;z&#252;mde kocamand&#305;. Y&#305;llar sonra yeniden gitti&#287;imde asl&#305;nda o kadar da b&#252;y&#252;k olmad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; fark ettim.\n\n&#8220;Evine&#8221; dedi&#287;ime bakmay&#305;n.\n\nEvime demem daha do&#287;ru olur.\n\n&#199;&#252;nk&#252; biz hep onlardayd&#305;k. Annem hep Ankara&#8217;da, hastanede. Orada de&#287;ilse zaten mecburen i&#351;te. Bazen babaanneme de giderdik ama annemle beraber.\n\nBabaannemin evi denize s&#305;f&#305;rd&#305;.\n\nPardon, g&#246;le demek istedim.\n\nBizde Van G&#246;l&#252;&#8217;ne deniz denir. U&#231;suz bucaks&#305;z, kocaman bir g&#246;l olur mu? O olsa olsa denizdir:)\n\nKar&#351;&#305;s&#305;nda t&#252;m heybetiyle S&#252;phan Da&#287;&#305;&#8230; Zirvesinde eksik olmayan kar&#305;yla.\n\nBug&#252;n babaannemin balkonundan denizi ve kar&#351;&#305;s&#305;ndaki S&#252;phan Da&#287;&#305;&#8217;n&#305; izlemek bana b&#252;y&#252;leyici gelebilirdi. O zamanlar ise suyun huzurundan &#231;ok, babaannemin bah&#231;esindeki kocaman a&#287;a&#231;larla ilgilenirdim.\n\nDa&#287; ise benim i&#231;in korku demekti.\n\n&#214;zellikle doksanl&#305; y&#305;llar&#305;n ba&#351;&#305;nda&#8230;\n\nTer&#246;r&#252;n &#351;iddetlendi&#287;i, her g&#252;n akl&#305;m&#305;n yetti&#287;ince k&#246;t&#252; olaylar duydu&#287;um y&#305;llard&#305;. K&#252;rt kom&#351;ular&#305;m&#305;z vard&#305; mahallemizde. &#199;ocuklar&#305; arkada&#351;&#305;md&#305;. Evlerinde K&#252;rt&#231;e konu&#351;ur, d&#305;&#351;ar&#305;da T&#252;rk&#231;e konu&#351;urlard&#305;. Hepsi bizim gibi insand&#305;.\n\nDa&#287;a &#231;&#305;kanlar&#305;n K&#252;rt olmas&#305;na &#351;a&#351;&#305;r&#305;rd&#305;m.\n\n&#199;ocuk akl&#305;mla onlar&#305; insanlardan farkl&#305; yarat&#305;klar san&#305;yordum; g&#246;z&#252;mde bile canland&#305;ramayaca&#287;&#305;m kadar korkun&#231; canavarlar&#8230;\n\nDa&#287;lar&#305; sevmezdim.\n\nDedem gazeteciydi. &#199;at&#305;&#351;malarla ilgili ilk haberleri evde duyard&#305;k. Karde&#351;in karde&#351;i &#246;ld&#252;rmek zorunda kalmas&#305; ne demekti, hi&#231; anlamazd&#305;m.\n\nTa ki da&#287;dakiler bizim bah&#231;emize inip polisle &#231;at&#305;&#351;&#305;ncaya kadar.\n\nAnnem bazen beni de i&#351;e g&#246;t&#252;r&#252;rd&#252;. Halk e&#287;itim merkezinde usta &#246;&#287;retici olarak &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;yordu.\n\nM&#252;d&#252;r&#252;n&#252; sevmezdim.\n\n&#199;&#252;nk&#252; annemi yoruyordu. En az&#305;ndan o zamanlar, annemin yorulmas&#305;n&#305;n su&#231;lusunun o oldu&#287;unu d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;yordum.\n\n&#214;&#287;rencileri &#231;o&#287;unlukla gen&#231; k&#305;zlard&#305;. Okumas&#305;na izin verilmeyen, &#231;eyizini d&#252;zs&#252;n diye nak&#305;&#351; ve diki&#351; kurslar&#305;na g&#246;nderilen g&#252;zel k&#305;zlar&#8230;\n\nY&#305;l sonunda yap&#305;lan defilelerde ben de k&#252;&#231;&#252;k manken olurdum.\n\nAnnem sergi haz&#305;rlarken tam bir organizat&#246;r gibiydi. Her &#351;eyi halleder, herkese yeti&#351;irdi.\n\nBecerikliydi.\n\nLider ruhluydu.\n\nG&#252;&#231;l&#252;yd&#252;.\n\nBense sorun &#231;&#305;karmayan, sorumluluk duygusu y&#252;ksek k&#252;&#231;&#252;k bir k&#305;zd&#305;m. &#199;ok da ilgilenilmesi gereken bir &#231;ocuk de&#287;ildim.\n\nAma i&#231;ime d&#246;n&#252;kt&#252;m.\n\nVe sulu g&#246;zl&#252;yd&#252;m.\n\nSonra anneannem &#246;ld&#252;.\n\nTer&#246;r olaylar&#305; b&#252;y&#252;d&#252;.\n\nBiz Ankara&#8217;ya g&#246;&#231; etmek zorunda kald&#305;k.\n\n&#199;ocuklu&#287;umun bitmeye, ergenli&#287;imin ba&#351;lamaya y&#252;z tuttu&#287;u y&#305;llard&#305;. &#304;&#231;imde k&#252;&#231;&#252;c&#252;k bir bo&#351;luk vard&#305;. &#304;&#231;ine hi&#231;bir &#351;eyi oturtamad&#305;&#287;&#305;m, ne oldu&#287;unu anlayamad&#305;&#287;&#305;m ince bir s&#305;z&#305;&#8230;\n\nBelki de bu y&#252;zden y&#252;re&#287;imden ak&#305;p g&#246;zlerime vuruyordu o ya&#351;lar.\n\nO zamanlar bilmedi&#287;im, &#351;imdi ise anlad&#305;&#287;&#305;m o bo&#351;lu&#287;a bir de g&#246;r&#252;lmeme duygusu eklenmi&#351;ti.\n\n&#199;ocuklu&#287;umun bir lakab&#305; olsayd&#305;, &#8220;sulu g&#246;z&#8221; olurdu.\n\nSa&#231;&#305; &#246;r&#252;ld&#252;&#287;&#252;nde &#8220;S&#305;k&#305; olmad&#305;.&#8221; diye a&#287;layan; biri ters baksa g&#246;zleri dolan; haks&#305;zl&#305;&#287;a u&#287;rad&#305;&#287;&#305;nda yine g&#246;zleri sulanan&#8230;\n\n&#199;al&#305;&#351;mak zorunda olan annesiyle yeterince vakit ge&#231;iremedi&#287;i i&#231;in kendini yaln&#305;z hisseden ve bunu i&#231;ine i&#231;ine ya&#351;ayan bir k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u.\n\nNeden vara yo&#287;a a&#287;lad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305; bilmiyordum.\n\n&#214;yle ba&#287;&#305;r&#305;p &#231;a&#287;&#305;ran, &#351;&#305;mar&#305;k&#231;a bir a&#287;lama de&#287;ildi benimki.\n\nSessiz sessiz&#8230;\n\nG&#246;zlerimden yanaklar&#305;ma, burnuma, dudaklar&#305;ma akan; sonra a&#287;z&#305;mdan i&#231;eri giren o tuzlu suyu yutup kendimi biraz olsun rahatlatan bir a&#287;lama.\n\nBilmiyordum.\n\n&#304;&#231;imdeki bo&#351;lu&#287;u o ya&#351;larla doldurmaya &#231;al&#305;&#351;t&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;.\n\nBizim hi&#231; &#231;ekirdek bir ailemiz olmad&#305;.\n\nAna, baba ve &#231;ocuklardan olu&#351;an o klasik aile resmi yoktu bizde.\n\nBizim ya&#351;am&#305;m&#305;z; anneannemin vefat&#305;ndan sonra babas&#305;zl&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;z, annemin ve karde&#351;lerinin annesizli&#287;i, kuzenimin hem &#246;ks&#252;z hem yetimli&#287;iyle bir araya gelen bir yetimler ve &#246;ks&#252;zler ittifak&#305;yd&#305;.\n\nAnnemin ilgilenmek zorunda oldu&#287;u yaln&#305;zca kendi &#231;ocuklar&#305; de&#287;ildi art&#305;k. Karde&#351;leri, ye&#287;eni, babas&#305;&#8230;\n\nHerkese kol kanat germek zorunda olan g&#252;&#231;l&#252; bir kad&#305;n&#305;n k&#305;z&#305;yd&#305;m.\n\nAnnem duygular&#305;n&#305; saklamazd&#305; ama onlara uzun s&#252;re tak&#305;l&#305;p kalmazd&#305;. A&#287;lasa da g&#246;zya&#351;&#305;n&#305; siler, sonra &#246;n&#252;ndeki i&#351;e bakard&#305;.\n\nBende g&#246;rmek istemedi&#287;i &#351;ey ise hassasiyetimdi.\n\nBeni g&#252;&#231;s&#252;z g&#246;rmek istemezdi.\n\nBiraz &#231;&#305;&#287;&#305;rtkan, biraz &#351;akac&#305;, biraz bo&#351; vermi&#351; olmam&#305; tercih ederdi.\n\n&#199;&#252;nk&#252; ona g&#246;re hayat, hassas insanlar i&#231;in fazla ac&#305;mas&#305;zd&#305;.\n\nVe belki de hakl&#305;yd&#305;.\n\nAma o da b&#246;yle do&#287;mam&#305;&#351;t&#305; ki.\n\nYaralar&#305; onu b&#246;yle yapm&#305;&#351;t&#305;.\n\nEvlendim.\n\nAnne olacakt&#305;m.\n\nNormal do&#287;umun mucizesini ya&#351;amay&#305; &#246;yle &#231;ok istedim ki&#8230; Kendimde o g&#252;c&#252; g&#246;r&#252;yordum.\n\nAsl&#305;nda &#231;evremdekilerin bende g&#246;rmedi&#287;i pek &#231;ok &#351;eyi ben kendi i&#231;imde g&#246;r&#252;yordum.\n\nAnneme normal do&#287;um yapmak istedi&#287;imi s&#246;yledi&#287;imde yorum yapmad&#305;.\n\nDo&#287;umu ger&#231;ekle&#351;tirdi&#287;imde ise yaln&#305;zca:\n\n&#8220;&nbsp;Do&#287;rusunu istersen senden beklemiyordum.&#8221; dedi.\n\nO c&#252;mleyi y&#305;llarca d&#252;&#351;&#252;nd&#252;m.\n\n&#199;&#252;nk&#252; &#231;ocuklu&#287;umdan beri bana bak&#305;p g&#246;rd&#252;&#287;&#252; &#351;ey, k&#305;r&#305;lganl&#305;kt&#305;.\n\nOysa ben kendimde ba&#351;ka bir &#351;ey g&#246;r&#252;yordum.\n\nG&#252;&#231;.\n\n&#199;ocuklu&#287;umda cesaretlendirilen, motive edilen bir &#231;ocuk olmad&#305;m. Yaramaz bir &#231;ocuk de&#287;ildim; belki gere&#287;inden fazla empatik, gere&#287;inden fazla hassast&#305;m.\n\nAma i&#231;imdeki potansiyeli biliyordum.\n\nKimse fark etmese de biliyordum.\n\nKimseyi su&#231;lam&#305;yorum.\n\nAnnemin s&#305;rt&#305;ndaki y&#252;k&#252; bug&#252;n daha iyi anl&#305;yorum. Kendi &#231;ocuklar&#305;n&#305;n yan&#305; s&#305;ra karde&#351;lerine, ye&#287;enine, babas&#305;na yeti&#351;meye &#231;al&#305;&#351;an bir kad&#305;n&#305;n, b&#252;t&#252;n bunlar&#305;n i&#231;inde benim hassasiyetimi bir eksiklik olarak g&#246;rmesini bug&#252;n daha iyi anlayabiliyorum.\n\nAma anlamak, hi&#231; incinmedi&#287;im anlam&#305;na gelmiyor.\n\nKe&#351;ke&#8230;\n\n&#8220;G&#252;&#231;l&#252; kad&#305;nlar&#305;n g&#252;&#231;l&#252; k&#305;zlar&#305; olur.&#8221; inanc&#305;n&#305; bana biraz daha fazla hissettirseydi.\n\n&#214;l&#252;m&#252;nden sonra, onun beklemedi&#287;i ka&#231; e&#351;i&#287;i daha ge&#231;tim.\n\nKa&#231; kere k&#252;l oldum, ka&#231; kere k&#252;llerimden yeniden do&#287;dum&#8230;\n\nG&#246;rs&#252;n isterdim.\n\nH&#226;l&#226; sulu g&#246;zl&#252;y&#252;m.\n\nH&#226;l&#226; etkilendi&#287;im bir &#351;ey g&#246;rd&#252;&#287;&#252;mde, dinledi&#287;imde ya da okudu&#287;umda t&#252;ylerim diken diken oluyor.\n\nAma art&#305;k bunun zay&#305;fl&#305;k olmad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; biliyorum.\n\nBu benim insanl&#305;&#287;&#305;m.\n\nBa&#351;kalar&#305;na g&#246;sterdi&#287;im hassasiyeti kendime g&#246;stermeyi de &#246;&#287;rendim. Kendimde ne kadar hakk&#305;m oldu&#287;unu ve o hakk&#305; korumam gerekti&#287;ini biliyorum.\n\nNe&#351;et Dede&#8217;nin dedi&#287;i gibi:\n\n&#8220;Ge&#231;inmeye g&#246;nl&#252; olmayan&#305;n bahanesi, g&#246;nl&#252; olan&#305;n ise bir yolu olur.&#8221;\n\nBen art&#305;k kendimi ispatlamak zorunda hissetmiyorum.\n\nBana iyi gelenleri kucakl&#305;yor, iyi gelmeyenlere mesafemle kap&#305;y&#305; kapat&#305;yorum.\n\nYaralar&#305;mla g&#252;&#231;lendi&#287;imi biliyorum.\n\nBelki baz&#305; insanlar i&#231;lerindeki g&#252;c&#252; kendilerine d&#246;nd&#252;klerinde fark ediyor. Baz&#305;lar&#305;ysa ba&#351;kalar&#305; taraf&#305;ndan g&#246;r&#252;lerek, duyularak, cesaretlendirilerek b&#252;y&#252;t&#252;yor o g&#252;c&#252;.\n\n&#304;&#231;ine do&#287;du&#287;um d&#252;nya nas&#305;l olursa olsun, ge&#231;ti&#287;im yollardan mutluyum.\n\n&#199;&#252;nk&#252; art&#305;k biliyorum:\n\nBen yaln&#305;zca &#231;ocuklu&#287;umda a&#287;layan o sulu g&#246;zl&#252; k&#305;z de&#287;ilim.\n\nO k&#305;z h&#226;l&#226; i&#231;imde.\n\nVe ben art&#305;k onun g&#246;zya&#351;lar&#305;n&#305; silmek yerine, elinden tutuyorum.\n\nOldu&#287;um gibi&#8230;\n\nG&#246;zya&#351;lar&#305;mla, sevincimle, muzipliklerimle ve i&#231;imde hen&#252;z ke&#351;fetmedi&#287;im b&#252;t&#252;n renklerimle.\n\nOldu&#287;um gibi.&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal : &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ben Var&#305;m!&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8220;&#8230;..&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#199;ocuklu&#287;um burday&#305;m, ka&#231;mad&#305;m.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;K&#305;r&#305;klar&#305; temizleriz, burday&#305;m.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Is&#305;nd&#305; bak, gri so&#287;uk sabahlar&#305;n?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ben burday&#305;m, seni komam orda yar&#305;m.&#8221;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;link&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;href&quot;:&quot;https://youtu.be/1wdlbvo8kuQ?si=z1DOghr3c_8bdcp-&quot;,&quot;target&quot;:&quot;_blank&quot;,&quot;rel&quot;:&quot;nofollow ugc noopener&quot;,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;note-link&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null}}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;https://youtu.be/1wdlbvo8kuQ?si=z1DOghr3c_8bdcp-&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Melike &#350;ahin&#8217;in &#8216;Burday&#305;m&#8217;  &#351;ark&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n dizeleri &#231;al&#305;yor zihnimde.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#199;ocuklu&#287;uma dair haf&#305;zamda tuttu&#287;um ve her hat&#305;rlay&#305;&#351;&#305;mda unutmak i&#231;in zihnimi ba&#351;ka bir yere y&#246;neltti&#287;im an&#305;lar var. Murakami, &quot;},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;marks&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;italic&quot;}],&quot;text&quot;:&quot;1Q84&quot;},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8217;&#252;n ikinci kitab&#305;nda &#351;&#246;yle diyor: &#8220;D&#252;nya dedi&#287;in &#351;ey, birbiriyle &#231;eli&#351;en an&#305;lar&#305;n bitmek bilmez sava&#351;&#305;d&#305;r.&#8221;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Benim i&#231;imde yara olan o g&#252;n, kuzenlerim i&#231;in unutulmaz bir g&#252;n.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#304;lkokuldayd&#305;m. Annem yine kontrolleri i&#231;in Ankara&#8217;dayd&#305;. Bizi anneannemlere b&#305;rakm&#305;&#351;t&#305;.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Dedemlerin deniz manzaral&#305;, iki katl&#305; evinde, biz hen&#252;z alt kata yerle&#351;memi&#351;ken day&#305;mlar oturuyordu. Her zamanki gibi s&#305;radan bir g&#252;nd&#252;. D&#305;&#351;ar&#305;da arkada&#351;lar&#305;mla &#231;elik &#231;omak oynuyor, s&#305;k&#305;l&#305;nca bisiklete biniyor, o da kesmezse arkada&#351;lar&#305;m&#305; toplay&#305;p dedemin derme &#231;atma tahtalardan yapt&#305;&#287;&#305; s&#246;zde &#231;ocuk kul&#252;b&#252;n&#252;n kul&#252;besinde m&#252;samereler planl&#305;yordum.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Annemi &#246;zlememek i&#231;in, &#351;imdi oldu&#287;u gibi, zihnimi me&#351;gul edecek i&#351;ler buluyordum kendime.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bir s&#252;re sonra evin &#246;n&#252;nde oynamaktan s&#305;k&#305;l&#305;p oturdum. Day&#305;m e&#351;ini ve &#231;ocuklar&#305;n&#305; al&#305;p arabaya bindi. Merakla nereye gittiklerini sordum.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Van&#8217;a gezmeye gidiyorlarm&#305;&#351;.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Utana s&#305;k&#305;la, &#8220;Ben de geleyim mi?&#8221; dedim.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8220;Olmaz, yer yok.&#8221; dedi.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Arabaya bakt&#305;m. Arka koltukta benden k&#252;&#231;&#252;k iki &#231;ocuk oturuyordu.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Yer vard&#305;.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ama benim orada yerim yoktu.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bir &#351;ey demedim. Day&#305;m gaza bas&#305;p gitti.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;A&#287;lad&#305;m.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ama a&#287;lad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305; kimse g&#246;rmedi.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Babas&#305;za&#287;l&#305;&#287;&#305;ma a&#287;lad&#305;m.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Kimse bilmedi.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Sonra dedemin bah&#231;esine, elma, vi&#351;ne ve kiraz a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;n&#305;n aras&#305;ndaki o eve gittim. 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kWcS!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F66c4a6d7-8a80-4ef7-94aa-087a4f6c3272_2048x1354.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Poetika Journal</em><span> yeni say&#305;s&#305; i&#231;in mek&#226;ndan devam ediyoruz.</span></p><div><hr></div><p>Ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;z soka&#287;&#305;, caddeyi &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;n, ara&#351;t&#305;r&#305;n.</p><ul><li><p>&#350;u anki ad&#305; ne zaman verilmi&#351;, &#246;nceki ad&#305; nedir, daha &#246;nceki ad&#305; nedir, ne kadar geriye gidebiliyorsunuz?</p></li><li><p>Ge&#231;mi&#351;te kimler ya&#351;am&#305;&#351;, &#351;imdi kimler ya&#351;&#305;yor?</p></li><li><p>Ba&#351;&#305;nda ne var, sonunda ne var? Ya ortas&#305;nda?</p></li><li><p>A&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;, &#231;i&#231;ekleri hangileri? Kokular&#305;?</p></li><li><p>Ku&#351;lar&#305;? B&#246;rt&#252;s&#252;, b&#246;ce&#287;i?</p></li><li><p>Yaz sesleri? Sabah&#305;n&#305;n, ak&#351;am &#252;zerinin, gecesinin?</p></li></ul><div><hr></div><p>Neyi sakl&#305;yor?</p><p>Neyi a&#231;&#305;k ediyor?</p><p>Ne izi b&#305;rak&#305;yor?</p><div><hr></div><p>A&#351;a&#287;&#305;daki, sonbaharda &#231;&#305;kacak <em>&#199;ocuk, Ya&#351;l&#305; A&#287;a&#231; ve Hik&#226;yeler</em> i&#231;in Ay&#351;e Deniz &#350;ahin taslak &#231;izimlerinden.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kWcS!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F66c4a6d7-8a80-4ef7-94aa-087a4f6c3272_2048x1354.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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Evimden birka&#231; metre uzakta bir plaja sevin&#231; &#231;&#305;&#287;l&#305;klar&#305; atarak gidi&#351;imi, sadece Beyo&#287;lu&#8217;na de&#287;il, Moda&#8217;ya &#231;&#305;kmak i&#231;in de &#351;&#305;k olmak gerekti&#287;ini, sokaklar&#305;nda &#231;ocuklar&#305;n g&#252;venle oynad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;, mahalle kavram&#305;n&#305;n dibine vuruldu&#287;unu, kuaf&#246;r&#252;n, yorganc&#305;n&#305;n ve &#231;oktan unutulup gitmi&#351; esnaf&#305;n tatl&#305; sohbetini, &#231;ocuk park&#305;n&#305;, &#231;ay bah&#231;esini, Reks sinema&#8230;&quot;,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-07-06T10:50:50.889Z&quot;,&quot;like_count&quot;:5,&quot;comment_count&quot;:0,&quot;bylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:18748750,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Serda&quot;,&quot;handle&quot;:&quot;kreatifyazar&quot;,&quot;previous_name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Ya&#351;am&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/ac3ecc1f-d891-4e49-8fcc-e397fcd46c87_1024x1024.jpeg&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;D&#252;&#351;&#252;ncelerinin h&#305;z&#305;na kalemini yeti&#351;tirmeye &#231;al&#305;&#351;an, az biraz kayg&#305;l&#305;; hayalperest bir okur-yazar-&#231;izer.&quot;,&quot;profile_set_up_at&quot;:&quot;2024-01-19T11:27:02.881Z&quot;,&quot;reader_installed_at&quot;:&quot;2025-01-13T02:10:20.310Z&quot;,&quot;publicationUsers&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:2290474,&quot;user_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;publication_id&quot;:2272448,&quot;role&quot;:&quot;admin&quot;,&quot;public&quot;:true,&quot;is_primary&quot;:true,&quot;publication&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:2272448,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Yazar&quot;,&quot;subdomain&quot;:&quot;serdaayik&quot;,&quot;custom_domain&quot;:null,&quot;custom_domain_optional&quot;:false,&quot;hero_text&quot;:&quot;\&quot;Sanatta &#351;art yoktur, &#231;&#252;nk&#252; sanat &#246;zg&#252;rd&#252;r.\&quot; Wassily Kandinsky\n&quot;,&quot;logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/a6d2961f-1e48-4854-b064-361957569106_1024x1024.png&quot;,&quot;author_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;primary_user_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;theme_var_background_pop&quot;:&quot;#9D6FFF&quot;,&quot;created_at&quot;:&quot;2024-01-19T11:27:11.886Z&quot;,&quot;email_from_name&quot;:null,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;serda&quot;,&quot;founding_plan_name&quot;:null,&quot;community_enabled&quot;:true,&quot;invite_only&quot;:false,&quot;payments_state&quot;:&quot;disabled&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;tr&quot;,&quot;explicit&quot;:false,&quot;homepage_type&quot;:&quot;newspaper&quot;,&quot;is_personal_mode&quot;:false,&quot;logo_url_wide&quot;:null}}],&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;status&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;subscriber&quot;:null}}],&quot;utm_campaign&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;newsletter&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;,&quot;source&quot;:null}" data-component-name="EmbeddedPostToDOM"><a class="embedded-post" native="true" href="https://serdaayik.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-9?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_campaign=post_embed&amp;utm_medium=web"><div class="embedded-post-header"><img class="embedded-post-publication-logo" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!c7UU!,w_56,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa6d2961f-1e48-4854-b064-361957569106_1024x1024.png" loading="lazy"><span class="embedded-post-publication-name">Kreatif Yazar</span></div><div class="embedded-post-title-wrapper"><div class="embedded-post-title">Poetika Journal #9</div></div><div class="embedded-post-body">Hat&#305;rl&#305;yorum! Evimden birka&#231; metre uzakta bir plaja sevin&#231; &#231;&#305;&#287;l&#305;klar&#305; atarak gidi&#351;imi, sadece Beyo&#287;lu&#8217;na de&#287;il, Moda&#8217;ya &#231;&#305;kmak i&#231;in de &#351;&#305;k olmak gerekti&#287;ini, sokaklar&#305;nda &#231;ocuklar&#305;n g&#252;venle oynad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;, mahalle kavram&#305;n&#305;n dibine vuruldu&#287;unu, kuaf&#246;r&#252;n, yorganc&#305;n&#305;n ve &#231;oktan unutulup gitmi&#351; esnaf&#305;n tatl&#305; sohbetini, &#231;ocuk park&#305;n&#305;, &#231;ay bah&#231;esini, Reks sinema&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">4 months ago &#183; 5 likes &#183; Serda</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:305331868,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:305331868,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-07-31T17:09:43.942Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:&quot;2026-07-31T17:18:40.433Z&quot;,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal.. Ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m Mahalle\n\nYa&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m mahalle Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305; Mahallesi.. Mahalle ismini eskiden hacca gidecek ki&#351;ileri u&#287;urlama ve hacdan gelenleri kar&#351;&#305;lamak i&#231;in kullan&#305;lan toplanma alan&#305;ndan al&#305;yor. Amasya &#351;ehir i&#231;inde d&#252;z bir alan Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305;, onun haricinde da&#287;larla kapl&#305;. Ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m mahallenin ismini ara&#351;t&#305;rmak i&#231;in i&#231;imdeki ses yeniden ke&#351;fedilen, babam&#305;n orada &#351;ifal&#305; su var dedi&#287;i yerden ba&#351;lamak istedim. Venk Suyu.. Su y&#305;llarca kutsal kabul edilmi&#351;.   Asl&#305;nda &#351;ehrin t&#252;m mahallelerinde oldu&#287;u gibi bu mahallede de bir&#231;ok dinin, k&#252;lt&#252;r&#252;n izlerini g&#246;rmek m&#252;mk&#252;n.\n\nMahalle ismiyle ilgili bilgileri Amasya Belediyesi&#8217;nin numarataj b&#246;l&#252;m&#252;ndeki bir g&#246;revliden &#246;&#287;rendim asl&#305;nda. Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305; Mahallesi asl&#305;nda G&#246;kmedere Mahallesi&#8217;nden ayr&#305;lm&#305;&#351; bir mahalle. G&#246;kmedere Mahallesi de ismini G&#246;kmedrese Cami&#8217;sinden al&#305;yor. \n\nT&#252;m bunlar&#305;n aras&#305;nda da ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m ev var. G&#246;kmedere Cami ve Venk Suyu aras&#305;nda. Aile apartman&#305;nda ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;z i&#231;in ve &#231;ok da kom&#351;u tan&#305;m&#305;yorum ama bana buray&#305; mahalle gibi hissettiren &#351;ey kar&#351;&#305; apartman. O kadar daire var ki say&#305;s&#305;n&#305; bilmiyorum, bence bir k&#246;y kadar. Bizim apartmanda d&#246;rt daire var. Kar&#351;&#305; apartman&#305;n giri&#351;inde oturan ya&#351;l&#305; teyze ve amcalar bana mahalle gibi hissettiriyor buray&#305;. Benim i&#231;in mahalle kap&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n &#246;n&#252;nde oturan insanlar&#305;n oldu&#287;u, birbiriyle sohbet eden, herkesin bir &#351;ekilde birbirinden haberdar oldu&#287;u yerdir. Ben onlar&#305; tan&#305;m&#305;yorum ama onlar bizi tan&#305;yor. Ge&#231;enlerde k&#305;z&#305;ma &#8220;Annen, baban sana &#231;ok d&#252;&#351;&#252;yor.&#8221; dedi. Ben de kar&#351;&#305;la&#351;t&#305;k&#231;a selam versem de hi&#231; konu&#351;amam. San&#305;r&#305;m ben uzaktan izlemeyi sevsem de muhabbete girmekte zorlan&#305;yordum. Bir de ben gittim yanlar&#305;na. Saatlerdir oturuyorlard&#305; orada, ak&#351;am gelirken ald&#305;&#287;&#305;m &#351;eylerden ikram ettim tad&#305;na bakmak ister misiniz diyerek. Tabi dediler. Bir selam ne kadar sohbete d&#246;n&#252;&#351;t&#252; sonra; hastal&#305;klar, &#231;ocuk yeti&#351;tirmek gibi. Bir de evim tam mezarl&#305;&#287;&#305;n kar&#351;&#305;s&#305;. Kimsesizler mezarl&#305;&#287;&#305;. &#214;nce bana &#231;ok &#246;l&#252;m&#252; hat&#305;rlat&#305;yordu &#351;imdi ise ya&#351;am&#305;. Balkonumda &#231;i&#231;eklerim var. Balkonumdan bak&#305;nca mezarl&#305;ktaki &#231;am a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;, y&#252;zlerce belki binlerce ki&#351;inin ya&#351;anm&#305;&#351;l&#305;klar&#305;. Bir s&#252;redir  ya&#351;am&#305;n i&#231;inde olmaya &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;yorum. Bunu da &#246;&#287;renmeye ba&#351;lad&#305;&#287;&#305;m yer yeti&#351;kin e&#287;itimi oldu. Yaz&#305; yazd&#305;ktan sonra gelen i&#231; sesimi dinleyerek bir kez daha te&#351;ekk&#252;r ederim Sepin. Yeti&#351;kin e&#287;imi, poetika bana ya&#351;&#305;yorum demek i&#231;in neye ihtiyac&#305;m var sorusunun pe&#351;inden gitmeme ve i&#231;ime bakmama yol a&#231;t&#305;. \n\nBen hep Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305; Mahallesi&#8217;nde oturuyoruz derdim. Bu yaz&#305;yla ben Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305;&#8217;nda oturuyorum c&#252;mlesini ilk kez kullan&#305;yorum. Ben Amasya&#8217;da ya&#351;&#305;yorum. 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Ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m mahallenin ismini ara&#351;t&#305;rmak i&#231;in i&#231;imdeki ses yeniden ke&#351;fedilen, babam&#305;n orada &#351;ifal&#305; su var dedi&#287;i yerden ba&#351;lamak istedim. Venk Suyu.. Su y&#305;llarca kutsal kabul edilmi&#351;.   Asl&#305;nda &#351;ehrin t&#252;m mahallelerinde oldu&#287;u gibi bu mahallede de bir&#231;ok dinin, k&#252;lt&#252;r&#252;n izlerini g&#246;rmek m&#252;mk&#252;n.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Mahalle ismiyle ilgili bilgileri Amasya Belediyesi&#8217;nin numarataj b&#246;l&#252;m&#252;ndeki bir g&#246;revliden &#246;&#287;rendim asl&#305;nda. Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305; Mahallesi asl&#305;nda G&#246;kmedere Mahallesi&#8217;nden ayr&#305;lm&#305;&#351; bir mahalle. G&#246;kmedere Mahallesi de ismini G&#246;kmedrese Cami&#8217;sinden al&#305;yor. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;T&#252;m bunlar&#305;n aras&#305;nda da ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m ev var. G&#246;kmedere Cami ve Venk Suyu aras&#305;nda. Aile apartman&#305;nda ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;z i&#231;in ve &#231;ok da kom&#351;u tan&#305;m&#305;yorum ama bana buray&#305; mahalle gibi hissettiren &#351;ey kar&#351;&#305; apartman. O kadar daire var ki say&#305;s&#305;n&#305; bilmiyorum, bence bir k&#246;y kadar. Bizim apartmanda d&#246;rt daire var. Kar&#351;&#305; apartman&#305;n giri&#351;inde oturan ya&#351;l&#305; teyze ve amcalar bana mahalle gibi hissettiriyor buray&#305;. Benim i&#231;in mahalle kap&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n &#246;n&#252;nde oturan insanlar&#305;n oldu&#287;u, birbiriyle sohbet eden, herkesin bir &#351;ekilde birbirinden haberdar oldu&#287;u yerdir. Ben onlar&#305; tan&#305;m&#305;yorum ama onlar bizi tan&#305;yor. Ge&#231;enlerde k&#305;z&#305;ma &#8220;Annen, baban sana &#231;ok d&#252;&#351;&#252;yor.&#8221; dedi. Ben de kar&#351;&#305;la&#351;t&#305;k&#231;a selam versem de hi&#231; konu&#351;amam. San&#305;r&#305;m ben uzaktan izlemeyi sevsem de muhabbete girmekte zorlan&#305;yordum. Bir de ben gittim yanlar&#305;na. Saatlerdir oturuyorlard&#305; orada, ak&#351;am gelirken ald&#305;&#287;&#305;m &#351;eylerden ikram ettim tad&#305;na bakmak ister misiniz diyerek. Tabi dediler. Bir selam ne kadar sohbete d&#246;n&#252;&#351;t&#252; sonra; hastal&#305;klar, &#231;ocuk yeti&#351;tirmek gibi. Bir de evim tam mezarl&#305;&#287;&#305;n kar&#351;&#305;s&#305;. Kimsesizler mezarl&#305;&#287;&#305;. &#214;nce bana &#231;ok &#246;l&#252;m&#252; hat&#305;rlat&#305;yordu &#351;imdi ise ya&#351;am&#305;. Balkonumda &#231;i&#231;eklerim var. Balkonumdan bak&#305;nca mezarl&#305;ktaki &#231;am a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;, y&#252;zlerce belki binlerce ki&#351;inin ya&#351;anm&#305;&#351;l&#305;klar&#305;. Bir s&#252;redir  ya&#351;am&#305;n i&#231;inde olmaya &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;yorum. Bunu da &#246;&#287;renmeye ba&#351;lad&#305;&#287;&#305;m yer yeti&#351;kin e&#287;itimi oldu. Yaz&#305; yazd&#305;ktan sonra gelen i&#231; sesimi dinleyerek bir kez daha te&#351;ekk&#252;r ederim Sepin. Yeti&#351;kin e&#287;imi, poetika bana ya&#351;&#305;yorum demek i&#231;in neye ihtiyac&#305;m var sorusunun pe&#351;inden gitmeme ve i&#231;ime bakmama yol a&#231;t&#305;. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ben hep Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305; Mahallesi&#8217;nde oturuyoruz derdim. Bu yaz&#305;yla ben Hac&#305;lar Meydan&#305;&#8217;nda oturuyorum c&#252;mlesini ilk kez kullan&#305;yorum. Ben Amasya&#8217;da ya&#351;&#305;yorum. 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Rebel</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:273727739,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:273727739,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-06-10T08:24:46.305Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:null,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal#&#304;z#\n\n     &#199;ocukken en sevdi&#287;im &#351;eydi pencerenin bu&#287;usuna bebek aya&#287;&#305; izi yapmak. &#199;ok basit bir ka&#231; hareketle tam da oldu&#287;u gibi  bir g&#246;r&#252;nt&#252;. Ger&#231;e&#287;inin kopyas&#305; gibi. Varm&#305;&#351; ama asl&#305;nda yokmu&#351; gibi. Hen&#252;z y&#252;re&#287;imdeki izler olmadan &#246;nce. Ya da bana her g&#246;rd&#252;&#287;&#252;mde o an&#305; hat&#305;rlatacak yara izimden hemen &#246;nce. Bisikletten d&#252;&#351;&#252;p diz kapa&#287;&#305;ma gamze gibi yerle&#351;en yaran&#305;n o anda ac&#305;tt&#305;&#287;i can&#305;m&#305; y&#305;llar sonra severek bana &#231;ocuklu&#287;umu hat&#305;rlatmas&#305;na ve beni g&#252;l&#252;msetmesine &#231;ok varken. Sadece iz i&#351;te dedi&#287;im zamanlarda.  \n\n       &#304;zd&#252;&#351;&#252;m; Bir cismin d&#252;zlem &#252;zerindeki g&#246;lgesi. \n\n       Hayat&#305;m&#305;za dokunan herkesin izd&#252;&#351;&#252;mleri ile &#351;ekillenen zihnimiz,hatta kalbimiz bakt&#305;&#287;&#305; pencerden bu izleri ta&#351;&#305;d&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; g&#246;rm&#252;yor &#231;o&#287;u kez. Oysa bize kalan her yaran&#305;n her sefan&#305;n her an&#305;n&#305;n kal&#305;nt&#305;lar&#305;n&#305; ta&#351;&#305;yoruz. Gozumuzdeki h&#252;zn&#252;n ve bazen h&#305;nz&#305;r bak&#305;&#351;lar&#305;n, dilimizdeki &#351;ark&#305;n&#305;n zihnimizdeki alg&#305;n&#305;n i&#231;inde gizli olan izler. Hepimizin yara band&#305; ile acemice &#252;zerini &#246;rtt&#252;&#287;&#252;  ve g&#246;r&#252;nmesin diye yalap &#351;alap bir boyayla s&#305;vad&#305;&#287;&#305; o izler. Ya&#351;land&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;zda kendini ele veren y&#252;z&#252;m&#252;zde beliren &#231;izgiler. Hepsi bir &#351;ey ifade ediyor. Maskeledi&#287;imiz yaralar&#305;m&#305;z&#305; ayn&#305; yaray&#305; ta&#351;&#305;yanlar g&#246;r&#252;yorlar. G&#246;zler ele veriyor &#231;&#252;nk&#252;. H&#252;zn&#252; g&#246;zlerinden okunanlar&#305;n bak&#305;&#351;lar&#305;n&#305; .\n\n       &#350;imdi ne zaman bugulanan bir cam g&#246;rsem i&#231;imdeki o masum &#231;ocugun &#231;izdi&#287;i bebek ayak izini &#246;zl&#252;yorum. Art&#305;k cizdigim o de&#287;il daha &#231;ok parmak u&#231;lar&#305;mdan akan sekilllere b&#305;rak&#305;yorum i&#351;i. &#304;&#231;inden geldi&#287;i gibi akt&#305;&#287;&#305; gibi. &#199;&#252;nk&#252; biliyorum ki hayat bu ak&#305;&#351;ta gizli.  O &#231;izgiler yine silinecek,r&#252;zgar esecek,ya&#287;mur ya&#287;acak sonra yine gunes a&#231;acak belki bir zaman sonra kar kristalleri vuracak cama her biri ayr&#305; harikulade &#351;ekilleriyle. Hayat&#305;mdan o &#231;izgiler de u&#231;up gidecek. T&#305;pk&#305; bir zamanlar ya&#351;am&#305;mdan ge&#231;en bir d&#246;neme bu&#287;usunu b&#305;rak&#305;p sonra kendi yoluna giden insanlar gibi.\n\n         &#8203;Zaman, en keskin yaran&#305;n &#252;zerine bile ince bir kabuk &#246;r&#252;yor &#246;rmesine ama kalbin geometrisi de&#287;i&#351;miyor i&#351;te. &#304;zd&#252;&#351;&#252;m demi&#351;tik ya; bazen birinin g&#246;lgesi boyumuzdan b&#252;y&#252;k oluyor i&#231;imizde. &#220;stelik o g&#246;lgenin sahibi &#231;oktan gitmi&#351;, ard&#305;nda sadece kendi yoklu&#287;unun izini b&#305;rakm&#305;&#351; olsa bile. Annemin mutfakta tencerenin kapa&#287;&#305;n&#305; kald&#305;r&#305;rkenki o eli, k&#252;&#231;&#252;k anlardan ald&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;z  o haz&#8230; Hepsi i&#231;imizde bir yerlerde t&#305;k&#305;r t&#305;k&#305;r i&#351;lemeye devam eden gizli saatler gibi.\n\n&#8203;      O y&#252;zden belki de yazma refleksi dedikleri &#351;ey, k&#246;relmekten ziyade bu izlerin a&#287;&#305;rl&#305;&#287;&#305; alt&#305;nda biraz soluklan&#305;yordur. &#199;&#252;nk&#252; insan, can&#305;n&#305; ac&#305;tan yaraya bakarken de&#287;il, o yaran&#305;n bir \&quot;gamzeye\&quot; d&#246;n&#252;&#351;t&#252;&#287;&#252;n&#252; anlad&#305;&#287;&#305; an ger&#231;ek bir anlat&#305;c&#305;ya d&#246;n&#252;&#351;&#252;yor.\n\n       &#8203;&#350;imdi o bu&#287;ulu cama yeniden bak&#305;yorum. D&#305;&#351;ar&#305;da akan hayat, i&#231;eride biriken an&#305;lar var. Ve ben, dizimdeki o eski yaran&#305;n hat&#305;r&#305;na, can&#305;m&#305;n yand&#305;&#287;&#305; yerlere de&#287;il, beni bug&#252;n ben yapan o izlerin g&#252;zelli&#287;ine do&#287;ru y&#252;r&#252;mek istiyorum. Heybemde o &#231;ocuksu h&#305;nz&#305;rl&#305;k, dilimde yar&#305;m kalm&#305;&#351; bir &#351;ark&#305;yla...&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal#&#304;z#&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;     &#199;ocukken en sevdi&#287;im &#351;eydi pencerenin bu&#287;usuna bebek aya&#287;&#305; izi yapmak. &#199;ok basit bir ka&#231; hareketle tam da oldu&#287;u gibi  bir g&#246;r&#252;nt&#252;. Ger&#231;e&#287;inin kopyas&#305; gibi. 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A&#351;a&#287;&#305;da payla&#351;&#305;yorum.</p><p>&#304;lham olmas&#305;n&#305; dilerim.</p><p>Sevgiyle,</p><p>Sepin</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!vHMd!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9dba638b-8b2c-489a-a984-2a384253c456_3735x2515.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!vHMd!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9dba638b-8b2c-489a-a984-2a384253c456_3735x2515.png 424w, 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Akl&#305;ma bir &#351;eyler gelmeye, yaz&#305; i&#231;eri&#287;i, c&#252;mleler gelmeye belirmeye ba&#351;lay&#305;nca hemen onlar&#305; unutmamak i&#231;in telefonuma not al&#305;yorum &#231;&#252;nk&#252; mutlaka i&#351; yaparken geliyor onlar akl&#305;ma. Bir &#351;ekilde kabataslak birka&#231; tane not olduysa elimde art&#305;k bilgisayara ge&#231;iyorum. Deftere yazm&#305;yorum dolay&#305;s&#305;yla bilgisayarda yaz&#305;yorum. Mutlaka masamda yazmak istiyorum ve elbette odamda. Yan&#305;mda kahvem olacak ya da bitki &#231;ay&#305; olacak. Bir bardak suyum mutlaka olacak. Masam ve odam beni yazma konusunda tetikleyen yeg&#226;ne mekan. &#199;&#252;nk&#252; ben k&#305;rtasiyeyi a&#351;&#305;r&#305; seviyorum. &#350;u an ka&#231; ya&#351;&#305;nday&#305;m ama masam&#305; g&#246;rseniz be&#351; ya&#351; masas&#305; gibi&#8230; Rengarenk kalemler, d&#246;rt be&#351; tane kalemlik. Onlara as&#305;l&#305; minik oyuncaklar. Ba&#351;ka bir s&#252;r&#252; aksesuar var masamda rengarenk. O da benzer &#351;ekilde kitaplar ve defterlerle dolu. Masamda sol taraf&#305;mda k&#305;rm&#305;z&#305; &#305;&#351;&#305;k veren bir masa lambam var. &#214;zellikle ya&#287;murlu g&#252;nlerde o lo&#351; &#305;&#351;&#305;kta yazmay&#305; &#231;ok seviyorum. Bir harici klavyem var. Daha &#231;ok oyun oynayanlar&#305;n kulland&#305;klar&#305; t&#252;r bir klavyeymi&#351; ama ben daktilo sesi &#231;&#305;kart&#305;yor diye alm&#305;&#351;t&#305;m. Onda yazmak &#231;ok keyifli oluyor ve yazd&#305;k&#231;a yazas&#305;m geliyor klavyenin ba&#351;&#305;nda. Yazd&#305;ktan sonra yaz&#305;m&#305; birka&#231; kere okuyup hemen arkas&#305;ndan da yay&#305;ml&#305;yorum. Arka fonda &#231;o&#287;unlukla m&#252;zik oluyor. Radyo dinlemeyi tercih ediyorum. Ama sadece m&#252;zik olan bir kanal oluyor bu, sunucu vs olmuyor. Ama salonda, ben orada olmasam da, mutlaka televizyon da a&#231;&#305;k oluyor. Evin sessiz olmas&#305;n&#305; sevmiyorum. Poetika&#8217;da beni yaz&#305;ya haz&#305;rlayan ve &#246;zendiren ba&#351;ka bir &#351;ey de toplant&#305;larda ald&#305;&#287;&#305;m notlar&#305; yazd&#305;&#287;&#305;m m&#252;svedde defterim. K&#226;&#287;&#305;t al&#305;&#351;veri&#351; &#231;antalar&#305;ndan yapm&#305;&#351;t&#305;m. Toplant&#305;da ona not almay&#305; ve arkada&#351;lar&#305;m&#305; dinlerken ona &#351;ekiller &#231;izmeyi  &#231;ok seviyorum. Poetika&#8217;ya eklenmi&#351; di&#287;er videolar&#305;, yaz&#305;lar&#305;, bu s&#252;re&#231;te &#246;n&#252;me &#231;&#305;kan ba&#351;ka yaz&#305;lar&#305;, &#351;iirleri, filmleri, m&#252;zikleri, dizileri konular&#305;m&#305;zla ba&#287;lant&#305;l&#305; olan bir&#231;ok &#351;eyi yazd&#305;&#287;&#305;m bir de temiz bir ajandam daha var. Hatta kimi r&#252;yalar&#305;m&#305; da ekledi&#287;im oluyor o deftere. Bu iki defterin varl&#305;&#287;&#305; da beni yine yaz&#305; konusunda besleyen ara&#231;lar.</p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Ebru K&#246;ken &#220;nl&#252;</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Ben asl&#305;nda hala &#231;ok severim k&#226;&#287;&#305;t kalemi o y&#252;zden bir defter vard&#305;r mutlaka yan&#305;mda bir k&#252;&#231;&#252;k not defteri vs. Ama bu cep telefonlar&#305;n&#305;n  notlar k&#305;sm&#305;n&#305; ke&#351;fedip kullanmaya ba&#351;lad&#305;ktan sonra ben de onu tercih eder oldum. Konu ba&#351;l&#305;&#287;&#305; belli olduktan sonra, o zaten b&#246;yle kafamda arka planda hep &#231;al&#305;&#351;maya ba&#351;l&#305;yor ve bir metaforu, o konuyla ilgili ya da yaz&#305;da kullanmak istedi&#287;im bir c&#252;mleyi, ne zaman gelece&#287;i belli olmad&#305;&#287;&#305; i&#231;in, geldi&#287;inde hemen telefonumun yan&#305; ba&#351;&#305;nda olmas&#305; ve hemen not alabilmem &#231;ok iyi oluyor. Ben &#231;o&#287;unlukla balkonda yazmay&#305; seviyorum. G&#252;nd&#252;z ise T&#252;rk kahvemi al&#305;yorum. Bir bardak su olmas&#305; gerekiyor. Benim olmazsa olmaz&#305;m m&#252;zik. O g&#252;n hi&#231; b&#246;yle bir &#351;ey iyi gelmiyorsa ya da dikkatimi da&#287;&#305;t&#305;yorsa bir uygulama indirdim. &#214;zellikle dikkat da&#287;&#305;n&#305;kl&#305;&#287;&#305; olan insanlar i&#231;in &#231;ok i&#351;e yar&#305;yor. Bu uygulamada arkada odaklanmay&#305; sa&#287;layan birtak&#305;m sesler ya da ritim oluyor ama illa benim bulundu&#287;um ortamda arkada bir m&#252;zik olmas&#305; gerekiyor. Ak&#351;am yemek sonras&#305; yazacaksam vakit olarak rahatsam yine &#231;ay&#305;m&#305; kahvemi alabiliyorum ya da bir kadeh &#351;arab&#305;m&#305; alabiliyorum yan&#305;ma. Bilgisayar&#305;n ba&#351;&#305;na oturdu&#287;umda e&#287;er elimde konuyla ilgili d&#246;rt be&#351;c&#252;mle ya da bir iki metafor varsa telefonun notlar&#305;nda, nerde kullanaca&#287;&#305;m&#305; biliyorum ve onlar serpilmeye ba&#351;l&#305;yor bu sefer yaz&#305;n&#305;n i&#231;ine. O olu&#351; a&#351;amas&#305;n&#305; &#231;ok seviyorum. O &#231;ok keyifli. &#304;&#351;in en e&#287;lenceli k&#305;sm&#305; o b&#252;t&#252;n olu&#351;ma k&#305;sm&#305;. Her c&#252;mle kendi yerini buluyor. Sonra genelde birka&#231; kez okuyorum yazd&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;. Bir iki kez y&#252;ksek sesle okuyorum. Y&#252;ksek sesle okumay&#305; &#231;ok tavsiye ediyorum &#231;&#252;nk&#252; o zaman g&#246;rmedi&#287;im hata ya da c&#252;mle d&#252;&#351;&#252;kl&#252;&#287;&#252;n&#252; g&#246;rebiliyorsun. Ben &#231;ok faydas&#305;n&#305; g&#246;r&#252;yorum bunun. Sonra bir s&#252;re de bekliyor. Payla&#351; payla&#351;ma oldu olmad&#305; belki bir &#351;eyler de&#287;i&#351;tiririm derken &#246;yle de bir s&#252;re&#231; ge&#231;iyor. Sonras&#305;nda da b&#246;yle bir cesaret geldi&#287;i anda da payla&#351;&#305;yorum.</p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Berna Sagun</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;">&#304;ki tane &#231;ok disiplinli yazan ki&#351;i konu&#351;tu ben hi&#231; &#246;yle &#351;eyler yapm&#305;yorum. Sepin payla&#351;&#305;yor ve o yaz&#305; bende olu&#351;maya ba&#351;l&#305;yor. D&#252;&#351;&#252;nmeye ba&#351;l&#305;yorum. Bir&#231;ok &#351;ey geliyor akl&#305;ma, bazen not al&#305;yorum, &#8220;&#350;undan bahsederim bundan bahsederim&#8221; diye&#8230; Sonra o not ald&#305;&#287;&#305;m &#351;eylerin hi&#231;birinden yaz&#305;da bahsetmiyorum. Yaz&#305;y&#305; kafamda ta&#351;&#305;ma k&#305;sm&#305; &#231;ok &#246;nemli benim i&#231;in. Tek disiplinli yapt&#305;&#287;&#305;m &#351;ey o olabilir. S&#252;rekli kafamda &#231;eviriyorum hani neresinden alsam nas&#305;l anlatsam vs. Oturdu&#287;um zaman bamba&#351;ka bir &#351;ey de &#231;&#305;kabiliyor, hi&#231; d&#252;&#351;&#252;nmedi&#287;im bir &#351;ey de &#231;&#305;kabiliyor. Yazma bence o anlamda da &#231;ok b&#252;y&#252;l&#252; bir &#351;ey,  fark&#305;nda olmad&#305;&#287;&#305;m&#305;z &#351;eyleri a&#231;&#305;&#287;a &#231;&#305;karmak i&#231;in &#231;ok g&#252;zel bir ara&#231; yazmak. Genelde telefonun notlar&#305;na ya da bilgisayar&#305;n notlar&#305;na yaz&#305;yorum. Bilgisayar&#305;n notlar&#305;na yazd&#305;&#287;&#305;mda &#351;&#246;yle bir s&#305;k&#305;nt&#305; oluyor. T&#252;rk&#231;e klavyem yok benim burada. Dolay&#305;s&#305;yla sonras&#305;nda T&#252;rk&#231;e karakterlerle ilgili &#231;ok b&#252;y&#252;k s&#305;k&#305;nt&#305; ya&#351;ad&#305;&#287;&#305;m i&#231;in telefonun notlar&#305;na yaz&#305;y&#305; &#231;&#305;kar&#305;p sonra bilgisayardan payla&#351;may&#305; tercih ediyorum. &#199;&#252;nk&#252; bilgisayardan okumak daha rahat geliyor bana ya da e&#287;er bilgisayardan yapacaksam T&#252;rk&#231;e karakterleri yukar&#305; koyup kopyala yap&#305;&#351;t&#305;r &#351;ekilde yazmam gerekiyor ki o yaz&#305; s&#252;recini baya&#287;&#305; baltalayan bir &#351;ey oluyor. O y&#252;zden o &#351;ekilde yapmamaya &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;yorum ama &#246;yle yazd&#305;&#287;&#305;m yaz&#305;lar da oldu. Ben konfor arayan bir insan de&#287;ilim. Telefonum ya da bilgisayar&#305;m neredeyse orada hani b&#246;yle etraf&#305;mda d&#252;nya yan&#305;yor olsa da e&#287;er o s&#305;rada yazmak istiyorsam yaz&#305;yorum. Hi&#231;bir &#351;ey beni durdurmuyor o s&#305;rada. En son hatta bu annenin &#231;ocuklu&#287;u konusunda toplant&#305;ya girmeden yar&#305;m saat &#246;nce yaz&#305;ya ba&#351;lad&#305;m. Ben bir akl&#305;mdakileri yazay&#305;m derken yaz&#305;n&#305;n tamam&#305; &#231;&#305;kt&#305;. Ben yaz&#305; &#231;&#305;kt&#305;ktan sonra asla beklemiyorum hemen payla&#351;&#305;yorum. &#304;&#231;inde yaz&#305;m hatas&#305; filan da varsa o &#246;ylelikle kabul&#252;m deyip devam ediyorum. Bence burada belli bir kayg&#305; g&#252;tmedi&#287;imiz i&#231;in yaz&#305;n&#305;n bir editoryal s&#252;reci olmas&#305; da bana do&#287;ru gelmiyor, o da yaz&#305;ya dahildir deyip payla&#351;&#305;yorum. Bence o hatalardan &#231;ok tatl&#305; &#351;eyler &#231;&#305;k&#305;yor. Yaz&#305;lar&#305;mda &#246;zellikle burada b&#246;yle yazd&#305;m kald&#305; diye s&#246;yledi&#287;im yerler de oluyor s&#246;ylemedi&#287;im ama &#246;zellikle tuttu&#287;um hatalar da oluyor. Ben b&#246;yle hi&#231;bir &#351;ey i&#231;meden, hi&#231;bir rit&#252;elim olmadan, bazen telefonda bazen bilgisayarda o s&#305;rada neresi iyi gelirse bana orada yaz&#305;yorum. Dedi&#287;im gibi &#246;nemli olan &#351;ey d&#252;&#351;&#252;nmek. Benim i&#231;in orada o konu &#252;zerine isti&#351;areye yatmak dedikleri &#351;ey vard&#305;r ya o k&#305;s&#305;m benim i&#231;in &#246;nemli. E&#287;er o k&#305;s&#305;m tamamlanmad&#305;ysa yazmaya asla ge&#231;emiyorum ama yazd&#305;ysam, bittiyse hemen payla&#351;&#305;yorum.</p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>&#304;lknur K&#305;r</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Benim de benzer &#351;ekilde zihinsel bir s&#252;recim oluyor ve genellikle gece uykuya dalmadan &#246;nce veya bu s&#252;re&#231; biraz fazla uzun s&#252;rerse o geceyi uymadan ge&#231;irmeyi g&#246;ze al&#305;yorum. &#199;&#252;nk&#252; o d&#252;&#351;&#252;nceler birbiri ard&#305;na geliyor ve baz&#305; &#351;eyleri de belki kendimce biraz kendimi zorlayarak not alarak de&#287;il de zihnimde evirip &#231;eviriyorum. Bende de benzer &#351;ekilde art&#305;k yazabilirim yazmak istiyorum dedi&#287;im zaman telefonumun not k&#305;sm&#305;na yaz&#305;yorum. K&#226;&#287;&#305;t kalem kullanm&#305;yorum genellikle &#231;&#252;nk&#252; &#231;ok h&#305;zl&#305; bir &#351;ekilde ak&#305;yor o d&#252;&#351;&#252;nceler. Bir iki c&#252;mle yazay&#305;m biraz bekleyeyim, d&#252;&#351;&#252;neyim yazay&#305;m gibi olmuyor s&#252;re&#231;. O ak&#305;&#351;a b&#305;rak&#305;yorum biraz kendimi. Sonras&#305;nda da &#231;ok fazla revize etmek istemiyorum a&#231;&#305;k&#231;as&#305;. O bana biraz y&#252;k gibi de geliyor &#231;&#252;nk&#252; o anda b&#246;yle o ak&#305;&#351; nas&#305;lsa daha do&#287;al ve olmas&#305; gerekti&#287;i gibi &#231;&#305;k&#305;yor diye d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;yorum ben de. Ortam&#305;m&#305;n &#231;ok sessiz olmas&#305; gerekiyor. M&#252;zik, kahve, &#231;ay, su gibi &#351;eyler benim &#231;ok dikkatimi da&#287;&#305;t&#305;yor. Genellikle kendi odam&#305; tercih ediyorum ama o&#287;lumun odas&#305;n&#305; nedense belki daha orada duygu olarak g&#252;vende ve daha iyi mi hissediyorum bilemiyorum ama o&#287;lunun odas&#305;n&#305; da tercih ediyorum yaz&#305; yazarken kendi odamla birlikte. Bazen o metaforlar &#252;zerinde zihinsel olarak gece uykuyla uyan&#305;kl&#305;k aras&#305;nda gidip geliyorum. Evet, burada g&#252;zel bir ak&#305;&#351; var i&#351;te onu kalksam not alsam diyorum ama o kadar &#252;&#351;eniyorum ki onu b&#246;yle akl&#305;mda, zihnimde tutmam gerekiyor. Bazen ya&#351; gere&#287;i zaman zaman o beyin sisine de belki, ona da bir diren&#231; g&#246;stererek ve ona da bir sava&#351; a&#231;arak ben bunu hat&#305;rlayaca&#287;&#305;m sabah ya da yazaca&#287;&#305;m zaman bunu kullanaca&#287;&#305;m diye de kendi kendime telkinde bulunuyorum. Yazmak ger&#231;ekten benim i&#231;in terapi gibi&#8230; Sepin diyor yani hani &#8220;yazmazsam &#246;lecektim.&#8221; Ger&#231;ekten bana &#231;ok iyi geldi&#287;ini y&#305;llar sonra fark etti&#287;im bir aktivite mi diyeyim art&#305;k nas&#305;l isimlendirilir bilmiyorum. Burada evet bir edebi kayg&#305; g&#252;tmeden yaz&#305;lar yaz&#305;l&#305;yor ama &#351;unu da s&#246;ylemek istiyorum ger&#231;ekten o duygu aktar&#305;m&#305;, yazan arkada&#351;lar i&#231;in s&#246;yl&#252;yorum, o kadar insan&#305;n i&#231;ine i&#351;leyen o kadar g&#252;zel ifadelerle geliyor ki ben &#231;ok feyz al&#305;yorum &#231;ok da keyif al&#305;yorum okurken. Hepsinin y&#252;re&#287;ine sa&#287;l&#305;k.</p><div><hr></div><p style="text-align: justify;"><strong>Bedriye Polat Alt&#305;n&#246;z</strong></p><p style="text-align: justify;">Yazan de&#287;il deneyen bir yerdeyim. Birini ya da bir s&#252;reci takip etmek beni daha &#231;ok motive ediyor. Bu anlamda Poetika var. Orada yaz&#305;lanlar&#305; okumak bende demlenip arada yaz&#305;ya d&#246;n&#252;&#351;&#252;yor. Hedefim ayl&#305;k bir yaz&#305;. Poetika i&#231;in yazacaklar&#305;m&#305; direkt bilgisayar ba&#351;&#305;nda yaz&#305;yorum. Bu sayede Substack&#8217;i de &#231;&#246;z&#252;yorum. Platformda kendime yaz&#305;p &#351;imdilik yay&#305;nlamad&#305;klar&#305;m&#305; da tutuyorum. Kalemlerim ve defterlerim kolayca ula&#351;abilece&#287;im ve evin en sevdi&#287;im yerinde. Bir de arada haz&#305;r mandala &#231;&#305;kt&#305;lar&#305; boyuyorum. 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Kul&#252;b&#252; Yazarlar&#305; Nas&#305;l Yaz&#305;yor?</div></div><div class="embedded-post-body">Sabah Sayfalar&#305; &#220;zerine&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">5 months ago &#183; 2 likes &#183; Melahat</div></a></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Poetika Journal: Her annenin bir çocukluğu vardır]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dijital Fanzin]]></description><link>https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-journal-annenin-cocuklugu</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://www.sepinsinanlioglu.com/p/poetika-journal-annenin-cocuklugu</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Sepin Sinanlıoğlu]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 13 Mar 2026 16:48:57 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!soTr!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff3d20639-11a0-4039-8516-d551fc0f053d_3735x2515.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em><strong>Her annenin bir &#231;ocuklu&#287;u vard&#305;r.</strong></em></p><p>Poetika Journal&#8217;&#305;n &#8220;Annenin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u&#8221; say&#305;s&#305; a&#351;a&#287;&#305;da:</p><div><hr></div><div class="embedded-post-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:191002130,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://serdaayik.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-6&quot;,&quot;publication_id&quot;:2272448,&quot;embedding_publication_id&quot;:null,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Yazar&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yn9I!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F936b84a8-26eb-46ae-81ac-ae366df861b2_1280x1280.png&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal #6&quot;,&quot;truncated_body_text&quot;:&quot;Telgraf&#305;n Tellerine Ku&#351;lar m&#305; Konar - Candan Er&#231;etin&quot;,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-03-15T08:07:46.374Z&quot;,&quot;like_count&quot;:9,&quot;comment_count&quot;:2,&quot;bylines&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:18748750,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Serda&quot;,&quot;handle&quot;:&quot;kreatifyazar&quot;,&quot;previous_name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Ya&#351;am&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/c01fcca4-d565-4aa4-adc2-9b0d4f99757e_1280x1280.jpeg&quot;,&quot;bio&quot;:&quot;D&#252;&#351;&#252;ncelerinin h&#305;z&#305;na kalemini yeti&#351;tirmeye &#231;al&#305;&#351;an, az biraz kayg&#305;l&#305;; hayalperest bir okur-yazar-&#231;izer.&quot;,&quot;profile_set_up_at&quot;:&quot;2024-01-19T11:27:02.881Z&quot;,&quot;reader_installed_at&quot;:&quot;2025-01-13T02:10:20.311Z&quot;,&quot;publicationUsers&quot;:[{&quot;id&quot;:2290474,&quot;user_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;publication_id&quot;:2272448,&quot;role&quot;:&quot;admin&quot;,&quot;public&quot;:true,&quot;is_primary&quot;:true,&quot;publication&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:2272448,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Kreatif Yazar&quot;,&quot;subdomain&quot;:&quot;serdaayik&quot;,&quot;custom_domain&quot;:null,&quot;custom_domain_optional&quot;:false,&quot;hero_text&quot;:&quot;\&quot;Sanatta &#351;art yoktur, &#231;&#252;nk&#252; sanat &#246;zg&#252;rd&#252;r.\&quot; Wassily Kandinsky\n&quot;,&quot;logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/936b84a8-26eb-46ae-81ac-ae366df861b2_1280x1280.png&quot;,&quot;author_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;primary_user_id&quot;:18748750,&quot;theme_var_background_pop&quot;:&quot;#9D6FFF&quot;,&quot;created_at&quot;:&quot;2024-01-19T11:27:11.887Z&quot;,&quot;email_from_name&quot;:null,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;serda&quot;,&quot;founding_plan_name&quot;:null,&quot;community_enabled&quot;:true,&quot;invite_only&quot;:false,&quot;payments_state&quot;:&quot;disabled&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;tr&quot;,&quot;explicit&quot;:false,&quot;homepage_type&quot;:&quot;newspaper&quot;,&quot;is_personal_mode&quot;:false,&quot;logo_url_wide&quot;:null}}],&quot;is_guest&quot;:false,&quot;bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;status&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;paidPublicationIds&quot;:[765119],&quot;subscriber&quot;:null}}],&quot;utm_campaign&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;newsletter&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;,&quot;source&quot;:null}" data-component-name="EmbeddedPostToDOM"><a class="embedded-post" native="true" href="https://serdaayik.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-6?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_campaign=post_embed&amp;utm_medium=web"><div class="embedded-post-header"><img class="embedded-post-publication-logo" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yn9I!,w_56,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F936b84a8-26eb-46ae-81ac-ae366df861b2_1280x1280.png"><span class="embedded-post-publication-name">Kreatif Yazar</span></div><div class="embedded-post-title-wrapper"><div class="embedded-post-title">Poetika Journal #6</div></div><div class="embedded-post-body">Telgraf&#305;n Tellerine Ku&#351;lar m&#305; Konar - Candan Er&#231;etin&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">7 months ago &#183; 9 likes &#183; 2 comments &#183; Serda</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:228059714,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:228059714,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-03-15T09:08:56.237Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:null,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Annemin &#231;ocuklu&#287;u on d&#246;rt&nbsp; ya&#351;&#305;nda bitmi&#351;. Teyzelerimin birka&#231;&#305;n&#305;n da&#8230; &#199;ocuklu&#287;um, akraba evlilikleri ve k&#305;z &#231;ocuklar&#305;n&#305;n erken ya&#351;ta evlenmesinin normal oldu&#287;u anlat&#305;lar ile ge&#231;iyor&#8230;\n\nBir &#231;al&#305;&#351;ma g&#246;revi &#252;zerine d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;yorum. Annemin anlatt&#305;&#287;&#305; &#231;ocukluk an&#305;lar&#305;na gidiyorum istemsiz. Belki&nbsp; istenen sadece hayalde belireni anlatmak.\n\nBa&#351;larken ya&#351;lar s&#252;z&#252;l&#252;yor zihnimden&#8230; Bildi&#287;im ya&#351;am&#305; ge&#231;iyor g&#246;zlerimin &#246;n&#252;nden&#8230;&nbsp; Sonras&#305; her &#351;eyi h&#252;zne &#231;evirdi&#287;imden sebep kendime at&#305;lan oklar&#8230; De&#287;il mi ki ge&#231;ti&#8230;\n\nAnnem, dedeme benzeyen tek evlat. Sar&#305; sa&#231;l&#305;, ye&#351;il g&#246;zl&#252;. Bir sonras&#305; day&#305;m, erkek olu&#351;u sebebi ile &#246;nemli, kalan&#305; d&#246;rt k&#305;z. Dedem, her g&#252;n&nbsp; i&#231;ki i&#231;en ama san&#305;lan&#305;n aksine&nbsp; etraf&#305;na ne&#351;e ve bereket da&#287;&#305;tan, &#8216;r&#8217; harfini telaffuz edemeyen, her zaman tak&#305;m elbiseler giyen, annemin yan&#305;nda &#231;ok k&#305;ymetli, anneannemin&nbsp; evdeki otoriter fig&#252;r&#252;n&#252; yumu&#351;atan ki&#351;i.&nbsp;\n\nD&#252;rb&#252;n&#252;n ucunda g&#246;r&#252;nen:\n\n&#8220;Sad&#305;k: Ben bisikleti merdivenden a&#351;a&#287;&#305; s&#252;rerim.\n\nMelek: S&#252;remezsin annem k&#305;zar.\n\nSad&#305;k: Bir &#351;ey olmaz. Bak g&#246;r nas&#305;l s&#252;rece&#287;im.\n\nMelek: Yapma!\n\n&#8220;Birlikte hamam odas&#305;n&#305; boylad&#305;k&#8230;&#8221;&nbsp;\n\nHayat ve merdiveni kanlar i&#231;inde. Sad&#305;k yaral&#305;. Hengamenin i&#231;inde beliren Hamide, &#246;fkeli. Hamam odas&#305; karanl&#305;k, nemli. Sad&#305;k, ac&#305;s&#305;na ald&#305;rmaz, hedefe bir &#351;ekilde vard&#305;&#287;&#305;ndan keyifli. Melek?\n\nAk&#351;am oldu mu?\n\nCelal: Benim &#231;ocuklar&#305;m&#305; nas&#305;l odaya kapat&#305;rs&#305;n&#305;z!&#8221;\n\nMelek, annem.&nbsp;&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Annemin &#231;ocuklu&#287;u on d&#246;rt&nbsp; ya&#351;&#305;nda bitmi&#351;. Teyzelerimin birka&#231;&#305;n&#305;n da&#8230; &#199;ocuklu&#287;um, akraba evlilikleri ve k&#305;z &#231;ocuklar&#305;n&#305;n erken ya&#351;ta evlenmesinin normal oldu&#287;u anlat&#305;lar ile ge&#231;iyor&#8230;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bir &#231;al&#305;&#351;ma g&#246;revi &#252;zerine d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;yorum. Annemin anlatt&#305;&#287;&#305; &#231;ocukluk an&#305;lar&#305;na gidiyorum istemsiz. Belki&nbsp; istenen sadece hayalde belireni anlatmak.&quot;,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Ba&#351;larken ya&#351;lar s&#252;z&#252;l&#252;yor zihnimden&#8230; Bildi&#287;im ya&#351;am&#305; ge&#231;iyor g&#246;zlerimin &#246;n&#252;nden&#8230;&nbsp; Sonras&#305; her &#351;eyi h&#252;zne &#231;evirdi&#287;imden sebep kendime at&#305;lan oklar&#8230; De&#287;il mi ki ge&#231;ti&#8230;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Annem, dedeme benzeyen tek evlat. Sar&#305; sa&#231;l&#305;, ye&#351;il g&#246;zl&#252;. Bir sonras&#305; day&#305;m, erkek olu&#351;u sebebi ile &#246;nemli, kalan&#305; d&#246;rt k&#305;z. Dedem, her g&#252;n&nbsp; i&#231;ki i&#231;en ama san&#305;lan&#305;n aksine&nbsp; etraf&#305;na ne&#351;e ve bereket da&#287;&#305;tan, &#8216;r&#8217; harfini telaffuz edemeyen, her zaman tak&#305;m elbiseler giyen, annemin yan&#305;nda &#231;ok k&#305;ymetli, anneannemin&nbsp; evdeki otoriter fig&#252;r&#252;n&#252; yumu&#351;atan ki&#351;i.&nbsp;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;D&#252;rb&#252;n&#252;n ucunda g&#246;r&#252;nen:&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8220;Sad&#305;k: Ben bisikleti merdivenden a&#351;a&#287;&#305; s&#252;rerim.&quot;,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Melek: S&#252;remezsin annem k&#305;zar.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Sad&#305;k: Bir &#351;ey olmaz. 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b&#252;y&#252;k teyzemden sonra do&#287;an, bir k&#305;z karde&#351; &#252;zerine bir de erkek karde&#351; do&#287;unca &#231;ocuk kalabal&#305;&#287;&#305;ndan f&#305;rsat bu f&#305;rsat ortal&#305;ktan kaybolabilen, kah bah&#231;ede tavuk, kah mahallede kedi pe&#351;inde ko&#351;an bir sar&#305; civciv annem&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">7 months ago &#183; 2 likes &#183; luvdesire</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:240036643,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:240036643,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-04-08T07:55:00.224Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:&quot;2026-04-08T07:55:55.840Z&quot;,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Bir &#351;iir yazmayal&#305; y&#305;llar oldu. Her &#351;ey zaman&#305;n&#305; bekler. Elim gitti ben de yazd&#305;m. \n\nSORULAR\n\nHep b&#246;yle mi olur?\n\nyaral&#305; bir ku&#351; u&#231;maya &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;rken\n\nkanatlar&#305; s&#305;zlarken ve y&#252;k&#252; boyundan b&#252;y&#252;kken\n\nyine de d&#252;&#351;er mi yola\n\ng&#246;r&#252;nmek isterken\n\nsilik bir resim gibi bir var bir yok mu kal&#305;r insan\n\nhep b&#246;yle mi olur?\n\ntutunmaya direnirken \n\nde&#287;eri yaln&#305;zca faydas&#305;yla &#246;l&#231;&#252;l&#252;rken\n\noldu&#287;u gibi sevilemez mi bir g&#246;n&#252;lde\n\nhep b&#246;yle mi olur?\n\nbir kad&#305;n do&#287;ar ard&#305;ndan ba&#351;ka bir kad&#305;n y&#252;k&#252;n&#252; devral&#305;r, umutlar&#305;n&#305; g&#246;&#287;e b&#305;rak&#305;r g&#246;zya&#351;lar&#305;n&#305; i&#231;ine\n\nhep b&#246;yle mi olur?\n\nbir ku&#351; konmak ister yola ama yol izin vermez ya da biz vermeyiz\n\noysa bir &#231;ocuk demi&#351;ti&#8212;&#8220;&#246;yle g&#252;zelsin ki ku&#351;lar konsun yoluna&#8221;&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bir &#351;iir yazmayal&#305; y&#305;llar oldu. Her &#351;ey zaman&#305;n&#305; bekler. Elim gitti ben de yazd&#305;m. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;SORULAR&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Hep b&#246;yle mi olur?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;yaral&#305; bir ku&#351; u&#231;maya &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;rken&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;kanatlar&#305; s&#305;zlarken ve y&#252;k&#252; boyundan b&#252;y&#252;kken&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;yine de d&#252;&#351;er mi yola&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;g&#246;r&#252;nmek isterken&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;silik bir resim gibi bir var bir yok mu kal&#305;r insan&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;hep b&#246;yle mi olur?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;tutunmaya direnirken &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;de&#287;eri yaln&#305;zca faydas&#305;yla &#246;l&#231;&#252;l&#252;rken&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;oldu&#287;u gibi sevilemez mi bir g&#246;n&#252;lde&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;hep b&#246;yle mi olur?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;bir kad&#305;n do&#287;ar ard&#305;ndan ba&#351;ka bir kad&#305;n y&#252;k&#252;n&#252; devral&#305;r, umutlar&#305;n&#305; g&#246;&#287;e b&#305;rak&#305;r g&#246;zya&#351;lar&#305;n&#305; i&#231;ine&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;hep b&#246;yle mi olur?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;bir ku&#351; konmak ister yola ama yol izin vermez ya da biz vermeyiz&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;oysa bir &#231;ocuk demi&#351;ti&#8212;&#8220;&#246;yle g&#252;zelsin ki ku&#351;lar konsun yoluna&#8221;&quot;}]}]},&quot;restacks&quot;:0,&quot;reaction_count&quot;:5,&quot;attachments&quot;:[],&quot;name&quot;:&quot;ilknur&quot;,&quot;user_id&quot;:120236849,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/594888d9-df00-43b3-b66e-9afcd8c4d799_1080x1103.jpeg&quot;,&quot;user_bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;userStatus&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;paidPublicationIds&quot;:[765119],&quot;subscriber&quot;:{&quot;publicationId&quot;:765119,&quot;label&quot;:&quot;Paid subscriber&quot;}}},&quot;source&quot;:null,&quot;forumChannel&quot;:null}" data-component-name="CommentPlaceholder"></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:240034466,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:240034466,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-04-08T07:44:49.212Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:&quot;2026-04-08T07:45:54.918Z&quot;,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal#Annemin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u#\n\nBenden Selam S&#246;yle &#214;mr&#252;me\n\nBitlis'in Arnavut kald&#305;r&#305;ml&#305; dar sokaklar&#305;nda y&#252;r&#252;yorum &#351;imdi. Kar&#351;&#305;mda t&#252;m ihti&#351;am&#305;yla y&#305;llara meydan okuyan Kaz&#305;m Pa&#351;a &#304;lkokulu. Cumhuriyet y&#305;llar&#305;nda ilk mektep olarak an&#305;lan o ta&#351; yap&#305;ya bak&#305;yorum. Annemin 'Bak buras&#305; benim  &#304;lkokulum' deyip &#246;v&#252;nerek bana g&#246;sterdi&#287;i o zamanlar&#305; hat&#305;rl&#305;yorum. Y&#252;r&#252;yorum. Vadi &#252;zerine kurulu kademeli olarak birbiri &#252;zerine in&#351;a edilen ta&#351; evlere, her eve ait geni&#351; avlulu bah&#231;elere, bahar&#305;n iyiden iyiye geldi&#287;ini hissettiren, kokular&#305;n&#305; etrafa c&#246;mert&#231;e b&#305;rakan yabani badem a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;na bak&#305;yorum. Bir k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u as&#305;l&#305;yor g&#246;mle&#287;imin ucuna. Kafam&#305; indiriyorum. Yuvarlak has&#305;r &#351;apkas&#305; ile y&#252;z&#252;ne g&#246;lge d&#252;&#351;m&#252;&#351;. &#304;ri g&#246;zleri, minik burnu, k&#246;fte dudaklar&#305; ile &#231;ok sevimli . \n\n&#8216;Bana yard&#305;m etsene boyun kirazlara yetmiyor.&#8217;\n\nK&#305;rmayacak kadar yak&#305;n hissediyorum. \n\n&#8216;Olur.&#8217; diyorum. \n\nKap&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n &#252;zerinde  anlam&#305;n&#305; bilmedi&#287;im i&#351;aret, sembol ve fig&#252;rlerin oldu&#287;u bir evin avlusuna gidiyoruz. \n\n&#8216;Buras&#305; benim Saadet nenemin evi.&#8217; \n\nAvlunun ortas&#305;nda k&#252;&#231;&#252;k bir su kuyusu biraz &#246;tesinde tand&#305;r var. Nemrut ta&#351;&#305;ndan yap&#305;lm&#305;&#351;  bu ev yan yana odalar&#305; nedeniyle bir dikd&#246;rtgen &#351;eklini alm&#305;&#351;.   \n\n&#8216;&#199;ok susad&#305;m bana su verir misin?&#8217;\n\n&#8216;Gel beraber alal&#305;m&#8217; \n\n&#304;&#231;eri girince y&#252;ksek tavanl&#305;, giri&#351;inde &#351;&#246;mine olan bir mutfak kar&#351;&#305;l&#305;yor bizi. Bir basamak &#231;&#305;karak girilen misafir odas&#305;na davet ediyor beni &#231;ocuk. Cam&#305;n &#246;n&#252;ndeki sedire oturuyorum.\n\n&#8216;Kimse yok mu?&#8217; \n\n&#8216;Olmaz m&#305;? &#199;ok kalabal&#305;kt&#305;r bu ev. 8 gelin bir arada ya&#351;&#305;yor burada. Bug&#252;n kad&#305;nlar&#305;n hamam g&#252;n&#252; ya ondan yoklar. Erkeklerde i&#351;e gitmi&#351;ler. Saadet nenem kom&#351;udad&#305;r &#351;imdi gelir.  \n\n&#8216; Annen nerde o da m&#305; hamamda?&#8217;\n\n&#8216; Yok o evde. Ben neneme her g&#252;n gelmesem i&#231;im rahat etmez. K&#305;z&#305;yor annem ama ben bir yolunu bulup geliyorum. Asl&#305;nda un almaya g&#246;nderdi ama ben Ceyhan&#8217;&#305; bekliyorum.\n\n&#8216; Merak etmez mi annen?&#8217;\n\n&#8216; Eder. Onun i&#231;inde arkamdan karde&#351;im Ceyhan&#8217;&#305; g&#246;nderir. O gelsin biraz oynar &#246;yle gideriz. Bir &#351;ey olmaz.   \n\nSuyumu i&#231;tikten sonra elimden tutuyor.\n\n&#8216;Gel hadi bah&#231;edeki kirazlar&#305; toplamama yard&#305;m et. Sonra da yaprak toplamam&#305;z gerekiyor. \n\n&#8216;O niye?&#8217; \n\n&#8216;Bizim Sevim d&#252;&#287;&#252;nc&#252;l&#252;k oynamay&#305; &#231;ok sever. &#8216;Beni gelin edin gelin, olay&#305;m ben.&#8217; deyip durur. &#351;imdi biz de el arabas&#305;na yapraklar&#305; koyup s&#252;sleyerek gelin arabas&#305; yapaca&#287;&#305;z. Sonrada bah&#231;edeki kirazlardan kula&#287;&#305;na k&#252;pe duda&#287;&#305;na ruj. &#199;amurdan da g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;n &#252;st&#252;ne s&#252;rd&#252;k m&#252; tamamd&#305;r. O da annesinin t&#252;lbentini &#231;al&#305;p sa&#231;&#305;na duvak yapmak i&#231;in getirecek. \n\n&#8216;Peki sen de gelin olmak ister misin?&#8217;\n\n&#8216;Yok zaten bir ka&#231; y&#305;la bizi istemesek de gelin ederler o vakte kadar oynamak en g&#252;zeli. Biliyor musun Sevim gelin olunca  biz &#231;ok e&#287;leniyoruz. Bir keresinde Ceyhan&#8217;la el arabas&#305;nda onu ta&#351;&#305;rken  &#231;amura d&#252;&#351;&#252;rd&#252;k. Her yeri &#231;ar &#231;amur oldu. Annesi bize &#231;ok k&#305;zd&#305; ama biz ne yapal&#305;m kendi  k&#305;z&#305; \&quot;Ay bac&#305;m beni gelin edin\&quot; deyip duruyor.\n\nBiz daha &#231;ok Ceyhan&#8217;la be&#351; ta&#351; oynamay&#305;, topa&#231; &#231;evirmeyi, a&#287;aca t&#305;rmanmay&#305;, kom&#351;ular&#305;n bah&#231;elerinden meyve &#231;al&#305;p ka&#231;may&#305; seviyoruz. En &#231;ok dedeme yakalan&#305;yoruz. Bizi bastonuyla koval&#305;yor\n\n \&quot;Sizi k&#246;ftehorlar sizi k&#305;z k&#305;sm&#305; b&#246;yle &#351;eyler yapar m&#305; ?\&quot; deyip s&#246;yleniyor. Hep dedikleri &#351;ey zaten k&#305;z k&#305;sm&#305; onu yapmaz,bunu yapmaz, bo&#351;ver.\n\n&#8216;B&#252;y&#252;y&#252;nce ne olmak istiyorsun?&#8217;\n\n&#8216;Mutlu olmak&#8217; \n\n&#304;&#231;ime inen bir kor ate&#351; ci&#287;erimi yak&#305;yor.\n\n&#8216;&#350;imdi mutlu de&#287;il misin?&#8217; \n\n&#8216;Evet mutluyum ve &#246;yle kalmak istiyorum.&#8217;\n\nG&#246;zlerinin &#305;&#351;&#305;&#287;&#305;na bak&#305;yorum . O &#305;&#351;&#305;&#287;&#305; s&#246;nd&#252;recek her &#351;eyi biliyorum. Onu nelerin bekledi&#287;ini, hangi ac&#305;lara gark olaca&#287;&#305;n&#305;, ,ne hayal k&#305;r&#305;kl&#305;klar&#305;, ne b&#252;y&#252;k g&#246;n&#252;l yaras&#305; ya&#351;ayaca&#287;&#305;n&#305; biliyorum. Ke&#351;ke &#246;ncesinde bilseydim dedi&#287;im her &#351;eyi &#351;imdi art&#305;k biliyorum. \n\nKollar&#305;m&#305; a&#231;&#305;p kocaman sar&#305;l&#305;yorum ona. B&#252;t&#252;n hayat&#305;na yetecek kadar &#231;ok ve s&#305;k&#305; .&#350;a&#351;&#305;r&#305;yor. \n\n&#8216;Senin g&#246;zlerinin i&#231;inde ben var&#305;m . Bana onun i&#231;in mi sar&#305;ld&#305;n ?\n\n&#8216;Evet . Kalbine bir c&#252;mle b&#305;raksam onu orada tutar m&#305;s&#305;n?&#8217;\n\n&#8216;Kalbim &#231;ok geni&#351;tir benim. Ve ben &#231;ok iyi s&#305;r tutar&#305;m. S&#246;yle hadi.&#8217;\n\n&#8216;Ba&#351;kalar&#305;na yeti&#351;meye &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;rken kendine ge&#231; kalman senin su&#231;un de&#287;ildi. &#8216;\n\nAnlams&#305;zca bak&#305;yor y&#252;z&#252;me. Her &#351;eyden habersiz, her &#351;eyden &#246;zg&#252;r. \n\nGitmeliyim.\n\nTamam. \n\nArkas&#305;n&#305; d&#246;n&#252;p ceviz a&#287;ac&#305;n&#305;n alt&#305;nda yapraklar&#305; toplarken m&#305;r&#305;ldan&#305;yor.\n\nBitlis'in &#246;n&#252;nde ba&#287;lar \n\nHan&#305;me le le\n\nO yar oturmu&#351; g&#252;l ba&#287;lar\n\nBelal&#305;m le le\n\nBu dertlere dayanamaz \n\nHan&#305;me le le\n\nHe hastalar ne de sa&#287;lar \n\nDelalm le le\n\nAvlunun demir kap&#305;s&#305;ndan &#231;&#305;karken bana d&#246;n&#252;p el sall&#305;yor ve ekliyor.\n\nSelam s&#246;yle t&#252;m &#246;mr&#252;me&#8230;\n\n Yola &#231;&#305;k&#305;yorum. Sapkor&#8217;un tepesine, mezarl&#305;klara do&#287;ru y&#252;r&#252;yorum. &#304;lk Saadet nenenin, sonra Ceyhan teyzemin, Sevim'in ve anneannemin topra&#287;&#305;ndan bir avu&#231; toplay&#305;p getirdi&#287;im kutuya koyuyorum. \n\nArt&#305;k do&#287;du&#287;um de&#287;il doydu&#287;um topraklarday&#305;m. Kar&#351;&#305;yaka&#8217;ya var&#305;yorum ve getirdi&#287;im topraklar&#305; kat&#305;yorum  topra&#287;&#305;na. Ve e&#287;ilip mezar&#305;na f&#305;s&#305;ld&#305;yorum\n\nSelam getirdim &#231;ocuklu&#287;undan. Ve bir tutam en sevdiklerinin topra&#287;&#305;ndan. Huzurla uyu anne...&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal#Annemin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u#&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Benden Selam S&#246;yle &#214;mr&#252;me&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bitlis'in Arnavut kald&#305;r&#305;ml&#305; dar sokaklar&#305;nda y&#252;r&#252;yorum &#351;imdi. Kar&#351;&#305;mda t&#252;m ihti&#351;am&#305;yla y&#305;llara meydan okuyan Kaz&#305;m Pa&#351;a &#304;lkokulu. Cumhuriyet y&#305;llar&#305;nda ilk mektep olarak an&#305;lan o ta&#351; yap&#305;ya bak&#305;yorum. Annemin 'Bak buras&#305; benim  &#304;lkokulum' deyip &#246;v&#252;nerek bana g&#246;sterdi&#287;i o zamanlar&#305; hat&#305;rl&#305;yorum. Y&#252;r&#252;yorum. Vadi &#252;zerine kurulu kademeli olarak birbiri &#252;zerine in&#351;a edilen ta&#351; evlere, her eve ait geni&#351; avlulu bah&#231;elere, bahar&#305;n iyiden iyiye geldi&#287;ini hissettiren, kokular&#305;n&#305; etrafa c&#246;mert&#231;e b&#305;rakan yabani badem a&#287;a&#231;lar&#305;na bak&#305;yorum. Bir k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u as&#305;l&#305;yor g&#246;mle&#287;imin ucuna. Kafam&#305; indiriyorum. Yuvarlak has&#305;r &#351;apkas&#305; ile y&#252;z&#252;ne g&#246;lge d&#252;&#351;m&#252;&#351;. &#304;ri g&#246;zleri, minik burnu, k&#246;fte dudaklar&#305; ile &#231;ok sevimli . &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Bana yard&#305;m etsene boyun kirazlara yetmiyor.&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;K&#305;rmayacak kadar yak&#305;n hissediyorum. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Olur.&#8217; diyorum. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Kap&#305;s&#305;n&#305;n &#252;zerinde  anlam&#305;n&#305; bilmedi&#287;im i&#351;aret, sembol ve fig&#252;rlerin oldu&#287;u bir evin avlusuna gidiyoruz. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Buras&#305; benim Saadet nenemin evi.&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Avlunun ortas&#305;nda k&#252;&#231;&#252;k bir su kuyusu biraz &#246;tesinde tand&#305;r var. Nemrut ta&#351;&#305;ndan yap&#305;lm&#305;&#351;  bu ev yan yana odalar&#305; nedeniyle bir dikd&#246;rtgen &#351;eklini alm&#305;&#351;.   &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;&#199;ok susad&#305;m bana su verir misin?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Gel beraber alal&#305;m&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#304;&#231;eri girince y&#252;ksek tavanl&#305;, giri&#351;inde &#351;&#246;mine olan bir mutfak kar&#351;&#305;l&#305;yor bizi. Bir basamak &#231;&#305;karak girilen misafir odas&#305;na davet ediyor beni &#231;ocuk. Cam&#305;n &#246;n&#252;ndeki sedire oturuyorum.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Kimse yok mu?&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Olmaz m&#305;? &#199;ok kalabal&#305;kt&#305;r bu ev. 8 gelin bir arada ya&#351;&#305;yor burada. Bug&#252;n kad&#305;nlar&#305;n hamam g&#252;n&#252; ya ondan yoklar. Erkeklerde i&#351;e gitmi&#351;ler. Saadet nenem kom&#351;udad&#305;r &#351;imdi gelir.  &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216; Annen nerde o da m&#305; hamamda?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216; Yok o evde. Ben neneme her g&#252;n gelmesem i&#231;im rahat etmez. K&#305;z&#305;yor annem ama ben bir yolunu bulup geliyorum. Asl&#305;nda un almaya g&#246;nderdi ama ben Ceyhan&#8217;&#305; bekliyorum.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216; Merak etmez mi annen?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216; Eder. Onun i&#231;inde arkamdan karde&#351;im Ceyhan&#8217;&#305; g&#246;nderir. O gelsin biraz oynar &#246;yle gideriz. Bir &#351;ey olmaz.   &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Suyumu i&#231;tikten sonra elimden tutuyor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Gel hadi bah&#231;edeki kirazlar&#305; toplamama yard&#305;m et. Sonra da yaprak toplamam&#305;z gerekiyor. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;O niye?&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Bizim Sevim d&#252;&#287;&#252;nc&#252;l&#252;k oynamay&#305; &#231;ok sever. &#8216;Beni gelin edin gelin, olay&#305;m ben.&#8217; deyip durur. &#351;imdi biz de el arabas&#305;na yapraklar&#305; koyup s&#252;sleyerek gelin arabas&#305; yapaca&#287;&#305;z. Sonrada bah&#231;edeki kirazlardan kula&#287;&#305;na k&#252;pe duda&#287;&#305;na ruj. &#199;amurdan da g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;n &#252;st&#252;ne s&#252;rd&#252;k m&#252; tamamd&#305;r. O da annesinin t&#252;lbentini &#231;al&#305;p sa&#231;&#305;na duvak yapmak i&#231;in getirecek. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Peki sen de gelin olmak ister misin?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Yok zaten bir ka&#231; y&#305;la bizi istemesek de gelin ederler o vakte kadar oynamak en g&#252;zeli. Biliyor musun Sevim gelin olunca  biz &#231;ok e&#287;leniyoruz. Bir keresinde Ceyhan&#8217;la el arabas&#305;nda onu ta&#351;&#305;rken  &#231;amura d&#252;&#351;&#252;rd&#252;k. Her yeri &#231;ar &#231;amur oldu. Annesi bize &#231;ok k&#305;zd&#305; ama biz ne yapal&#305;m kendi  k&#305;z&#305; \&quot;Ay bac&#305;m beni gelin edin\&quot; deyip duruyor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Biz daha &#231;ok Ceyhan&#8217;la be&#351; ta&#351; oynamay&#305;, topa&#231; &#231;evirmeyi, a&#287;aca t&#305;rmanmay&#305;, kom&#351;ular&#305;n bah&#231;elerinden meyve &#231;al&#305;p ka&#231;may&#305; seviyoruz. En &#231;ok dedeme yakalan&#305;yoruz. Bizi bastonuyla koval&#305;yor&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot; \&quot;Sizi k&#246;ftehorlar sizi k&#305;z k&#305;sm&#305; b&#246;yle &#351;eyler yapar m&#305; ?\&quot; deyip s&#246;yleniyor. Hep dedikleri &#351;ey zaten k&#305;z k&#305;sm&#305; onu yapmaz,bunu yapmaz, bo&#351;ver.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;B&#252;y&#252;y&#252;nce ne olmak istiyorsun?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Mutlu olmak&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#304;&#231;ime inen bir kor ate&#351; ci&#287;erimi yak&#305;yor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;&#350;imdi mutlu de&#287;il misin?&#8217; &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Evet mutluyum ve &#246;yle kalmak istiyorum.&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;G&#246;zlerinin &#305;&#351;&#305;&#287;&#305;na bak&#305;yorum . O &#305;&#351;&#305;&#287;&#305; s&#246;nd&#252;recek her &#351;eyi biliyorum. Onu nelerin bekledi&#287;ini, hangi ac&#305;lara gark olaca&#287;&#305;n&#305;, ,ne hayal k&#305;r&#305;kl&#305;klar&#305;, ne b&#252;y&#252;k g&#246;n&#252;l yaras&#305; ya&#351;ayaca&#287;&#305;n&#305; biliyorum. Ke&#351;ke &#246;ncesinde bilseydim dedi&#287;im her &#351;eyi &#351;imdi art&#305;k biliyorum. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Kollar&#305;m&#305; a&#231;&#305;p kocaman sar&#305;l&#305;yorum ona. B&#252;t&#252;n hayat&#305;na yetecek kadar &#231;ok ve s&#305;k&#305; .&#350;a&#351;&#305;r&#305;yor. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Senin g&#246;zlerinin i&#231;inde ben var&#305;m . Bana onun i&#231;in mi sar&#305;ld&#305;n ?&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Evet . Kalbine bir c&#252;mle b&#305;raksam onu orada tutar m&#305;s&#305;n?&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Kalbim &#231;ok geni&#351;tir benim. Ve ben &#231;ok iyi s&#305;r tutar&#305;m. S&#246;yle hadi.&#8217;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8216;Ba&#351;kalar&#305;na yeti&#351;meye &#231;al&#305;&#351;&#305;rken kendine ge&#231; kalman senin su&#231;un de&#287;ildi. &#8216;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Anlams&#305;zca bak&#305;yor y&#252;z&#252;me. Her &#351;eyden habersiz, her &#351;eyden &#246;zg&#252;r. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Gitmeliyim.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Tamam. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Arkas&#305;n&#305; d&#246;n&#252;p ceviz a&#287;ac&#305;n&#305;n alt&#305;nda yapraklar&#305; toplarken m&#305;r&#305;ldan&#305;yor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bitlis'in &#246;n&#252;nde ba&#287;lar &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Han&#305;me le le&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;O yar oturmu&#351; g&#252;l ba&#287;lar&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Belal&#305;m le le&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bu dertlere dayanamaz &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Han&#305;me le le&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;He hastalar ne de sa&#287;lar &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Delalm le le&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Avlunun demir kap&#305;s&#305;ndan &#231;&#305;karken bana d&#246;n&#252;p el sall&#305;yor ve ekliyor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Selam s&#246;yle t&#252;m &#246;mr&#252;me&#8230;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot; Yola &#231;&#305;k&#305;yorum. Sapkor&#8217;un tepesine, mezarl&#305;klara do&#287;ru y&#252;r&#252;yorum. &#304;lk Saadet nenenin, sonra Ceyhan teyzemin, Sevim'in ve anneannemin topra&#287;&#305;ndan bir avu&#231; toplay&#305;p getirdi&#287;im kutuya koyuyorum. &quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Art&#305;k do&#287;du&#287;um de&#287;il doydu&#287;um topraklarday&#305;m. Kar&#351;&#305;yaka&#8217;ya var&#305;yorum ve getirdi&#287;im topraklar&#305; kat&#305;yorum  topra&#287;&#305;na. Ve e&#287;ilip mezar&#305;na f&#305;s&#305;ld&#305;yorum&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Selam getirdim &#231;ocuklu&#287;undan. Ve bir tutam en sevdiklerinin topra&#287;&#305;ndan. 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Bir &#246;nceki konudan hakimim de zaten. Lakin bu kez uygulamad&#305;m hi&#231; birini yalan yok, zira gerek olmad&#305;. Sanki yazmaya &#231;oktan haz&#305;rm&#305;&#351;&#305;m gibi, hep bekledi&#287;im bir komutu alm&#305;&#351;&#305;m gibi; yazmay&#305; &#231;ok kez d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;p zihnimde, bir sebepten erteledi&#287;im o mevzuyu, bu kez ba&#351;l&#305;k olarak g&#246;rmek yetti&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">7 months ago &#183; 3 likes &#183; 2 comments &#183; Ebru K. &#220;nl&#252;</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:240769648,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:240769648,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-04-09T16:12:19.492Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:null,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;&#8220;Poetika Journal: Annenin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u&#8221;\n\nBir k&#246;yde, ah&#351;aptan topraktan bir evde, k&#252;&#231;&#252;k bir k&#305;z annem. Benim annem, evin d&#246;rd&#252;nc&#252; k&#305;z&#305;. Kendinden b&#252;y&#252;k ba&#351;ka iki ablas&#305; daha var dedemin ilk e&#351;inden. Annemden sonra da bir k&#305;z ve bir erkek karde&#351;i var. Annemin ad&#305; babaannesinin ad&#305;. Emine. Anneannemi b&#252;y&#252;ten anne, &#231;ok k&#252;&#231;&#252;k evlenmi&#351; anneannem. Anneanneme anne olmu&#351;. Annem g&#246;rememi&#351; ama babannesini. G&#246;rmemi&#351; ama karde&#351;leri i&#231;inde belki de babannesine en &#231;ok benzeyen o anlat&#305;lanlara g&#246;re. Annem hem anneanne hem babaanne oldu. Annem de &#231;ocuktu. &#199;ocukken domatesi &#231;ok severmi&#351; annem. K&#305;rm&#305;z&#305; k&#305;rm&#305;z&#305;, kasa kasa domates yermi&#351;. Bir de anneannemin haz&#305;rlad&#305;&#287;&#305; ekme&#287;in aras&#305;na helvay&#305; d&#252;r&#252;m gibi sar&#305;p yemeyi. &#350;imdi &#246;yle domates yokmu&#351;. Kokulu, k&#305;rm&#305;z&#305;. &#350;imdi evin k&#252;&#231;&#252;k k&#305;z&#305; de&#287;ilsin ya anne. Belki &#231;ocuklu&#287;un tad&#305;yd&#305; o tat. Annenle babanla olan. Kuzu sesleri koyun sesleri kar&#305;&#351;&#305;kt&#305; o zaman oldugun yerde. Kuzular koyunlar&#305;n yan&#305;nda, sen onlar&#305;n aras&#305;nda. Anne ve baban&#305;n yan&#305;nda. D&#252;nya ne tatl&#305;yd&#305;. Helva da &#246;yle. Sen de erken b&#252;y&#252;d&#252;n anne, anneannem gibi. Emine anne oldun. Emine babaannesin, Emine anneannesin. G&#252;zel kokulu domates art&#305;k yok ama seninle beraber helva yemek &#231;ok keyifli. Beraber g&#252;zel helva bulunca birbirimize almam&#305;z, beraber yememiz helvadan daha tatl&#305;. Sen &#231;ok sevimli,  k&#305;v&#305;rc&#305;k bir k&#305;zd&#305;n. Ela g&#246;zl&#252;, beyaz tenli. &#199;ok tatl&#305; bir annesin bu&#287;ulu g&#246;zl&#252;, tatl&#305; dilli. &quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;&#8220;Poetika Journal: Annenin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u&#8221;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Bir k&#246;yde, ah&#351;aptan topraktan bir evde, k&#252;&#231;&#252;k bir k&#305;z annem. Benim annem, evin d&#246;rd&#252;nc&#252; k&#305;z&#305;. Kendinden b&#252;y&#252;k ba&#351;ka iki ablas&#305; daha var dedemin ilk e&#351;inden. Annemden sonra da bir k&#305;z ve bir erkek karde&#351;i var. Annemin ad&#305; babaannesinin ad&#305;. Emine. Anneannemi b&#252;y&#252;ten anne, &#231;ok k&#252;&#231;&#252;k evlenmi&#351; anneannem. Anneanneme anne olmu&#351;. Annem g&#246;rememi&#351; ama babannesini. G&#246;rmemi&#351; ama karde&#351;leri i&#231;inde belki de babannesine en &#231;ok benzeyen o anlat&#305;lanlara g&#246;re. Annem hem anneanne hem babaanne oldu. Annem de &#231;ocuktu. &#199;ocukken domatesi &#231;ok severmi&#351; annem. K&#305;rm&#305;z&#305; k&#305;rm&#305;z&#305;, kasa kasa domates yermi&#351;. Bir de anneannemin haz&#305;rlad&#305;&#287;&#305; ekme&#287;in aras&#305;na helvay&#305; d&#252;r&#252;m gibi sar&#305;p yemeyi. &#350;imdi &#246;yle domates yokmu&#351;. Kokulu, k&#305;rm&#305;z&#305;. &#350;imdi evin k&#252;&#231;&#252;k k&#305;z&#305; de&#287;ilsin ya anne. Belki &#231;ocuklu&#287;un tad&#305;yd&#305; o tat. Annenle babanla olan. Kuzu sesleri koyun sesleri kar&#305;&#351;&#305;kt&#305; o zaman oldugun yerde. Kuzular koyunlar&#305;n yan&#305;nda, sen onlar&#305;n aras&#305;nda. Anne ve baban&#305;n yan&#305;nda. D&#252;nya ne tatl&#305;yd&#305;. Helva da &#246;yle. Sen de erken b&#252;y&#252;d&#252;n anne, anneannem gibi. Emine anne oldun. Emine babaannesin, Emine anneannesin. G&#252;zel kokulu domates art&#305;k yok ama seninle beraber helva yemek &#231;ok keyifli. Beraber g&#252;zel helva bulunca birbirimize almam&#305;z, beraber yememiz helvadan daha tatl&#305;. Sen &#231;ok sevimli,  k&#305;v&#305;rc&#305;k bir k&#305;zd&#305;n. Ela g&#246;zl&#252;, beyaz tenli. &#199;ok tatl&#305; bir annesin bu&#287;ulu g&#246;zl&#252;, tatl&#305; dilli. &quot;}]}]},&quot;restacks&quot;:1,&quot;reaction_count&quot;:5,&quot;attachments&quot;:[],&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Fazilet&quot;,&quot;user_id&quot;:99575595,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://bucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/ab89a0c5-8db6-46ec-8229-0cae45a41960_144x144.png&quot;,&quot;user_bestseller_tier&quot;:null,&quot;userStatus&quot;:{&quot;bestsellerTier&quot;:null,&quot;subscriberTier&quot;:1,&quot;leaderboard&quot;:null,&quot;vip&quot;:false,&quot;badge&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;subscriber&quot;,&quot;tier&quot;:1,&quot;accent_colors&quot;:null},&quot;paidPublicationIds&quot;:[765119],&quot;subscriber&quot;:{&quot;publicationId&quot;:765119,&quot;label&quot;:&quot;Paid subscriber&quot;}}},&quot;source&quot;:null,&quot;forumChannel&quot;:null}" data-component-name="CommentPlaceholder"></div><div><hr></div><div 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class="comment" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://open.substack.com/&quot;,&quot;commentId&quot;:243244268,&quot;comment&quot;:{&quot;id&quot;:243244268,&quot;date&quot;:&quot;2026-04-14T12:54:35.686Z&quot;,&quot;edited_at&quot;:null,&quot;body&quot;:&quot;Annem eskileri anlatmay&#305; &#231;ok sever, ben de ondan ayn&#305; hikayeleri defalarca o kadar &#231;ok dinledim ki bir yan&#305;m baz&#305;lar&#305; Ye&#351;il&#231;am filmi tad&#305;nda olan bu hikayeleri yazmaya hep hevesliydi. &#304;&#231;imdeki yazma iste&#287;i belki de buradan&nbsp; geliyor.\n\nTeyzelerimle bir araya gelince, hele de vakit ak&#351;amsa ve y&#305;ld&#305;zl&#305; bir g&#246;&#287;e bak&#305;yorsak hep &nbsp;birlikte balkonda bah&#231;ede, mutlaka &#231;obanl&#305;k hikayeleri ba&#351;lar. Alt&#305; yedi ya&#351;lar&#305;nda kuzulara &#231;obanl&#305;k edi&#351;leri, hava kararmaya ba&#351;lay&#305;nca teyzemin korkup eve d&#246;nmek isteyi&#351;i annemin anneannemden karanl&#305;ktan daha fazla korktu&#287;undan teyzemi ikna etmek i&#231;in &#8220;Ak&#351;am y&#305;ld&#305;z&#305; &#231;&#305;ks&#305;n &#246;yle gidelim.&#8221; deyi&#351;i. Ak&#351;am y&#305;ld&#305;z&#305; &#231;&#305;kar, annem kuzular&#305; erken g&#246;t&#252;r&#252;rse anneannemden yiyece&#287;i paparay&#305; bildi&#287;inden teyzemi kand&#305;rmaya devam eder, bir y&#305;ld&#305;z daha, bir y&#305;ld&#305;z daha diyerek ba&#351;larlar y&#305;ld&#305;z saymaya.&nbsp; &#199;ocukluk al&#305;&#351;kanl&#305;&#287;&#305; annem ak&#351;am g&#252;n bat&#305;m&#305;n&#305; izlerken hep y&#305;ld&#305;z sayar.&nbsp;\n\nAnnemin iki ad&#305; vard&#305;r. &#304;ki ad&#305; derken ad&#305;n&#305;n &#246;n&#252;ne eklenmi&#351; anneanne babaanne isimleri gelmesin akl&#305;n&#305;za bir do&#287;du&#287;unda kula&#287;&#305;na seslenilen ad&#305;, bir di&#287;eri de okula ba&#351;larken eline tutu&#351;turulan kimlikte yaz&#305;lan&#305;. Biraz &#8220;Ya&#351;ar ne ya&#351;ar ne ya&#351;amaz&#8221; hikayesi .&nbsp; Hikaye &#351;u ki anneannemlerin bir k&#305;zlar&#305; olur ilk k&#305;zlar&#305;nda oldu&#287;u gibi dedemin &#8220;bibisinin&#8221; ad&#305;n&#305; verirler k&#305;za: Esme. Esme, k&#246;y hali &#231;ok ya&#351;amaz &#246;l&#252;r ama tabi i&#351; g&#252;&#231; &#246;l&#252;m bildirimi falan verilmez. Ard&#305;na bir k&#305;z daha do&#287;ar, oda ba&#351;ka bir bibinin ad&#305;: Mercan. Ard&#305;ndan annem, onun ad&#305; herhangi bir bibi ad&#305; de&#287;il, bibilerden b&#305;kan anneannem Aysel koyar ad&#305;n&#305;. Buraya bir parantez a&#231;mak laz&#305;m. Annem do&#287;du&#287;u g&#252;nler k&#246;yde bir kavga &#231;&#305;kar, anneannem g&#246;z&#252;pek kavgac&#305; bir kad&#305;n, korkusuz, kavga dedin mi orda zaten. &#304;&#351;te o kavgada ba&#351;&#305;na bir ta&#351; gelir yaralan&#305;r, lohusal&#305;k da var, &#252;st&#252;ne de sar&#305;l&#305;k olur uzun bir s&#252;re hastanede yatar, annem araya kaynar, b&#252;y&#252;r gider. Y&#305;llar ge&#231;er Mercanla Aysel b&#252;y&#252;r okula gidecekler. Arada ya&#351; fark&#305; olmas&#305; akl&#305;n&#305;z&#305; kar&#305;&#351;t&#305;rmas&#305;n, tek &#246;&#287;retmenli k&#246;y okuluna ak&#305;llar&#305;na ne zaman esmi&#351;se &#8220;Hadi beraber gidin.&#8221; demi&#351;ler i&#351;te. Okula gitmek i&#231;in ne laz&#305;m? defter, kalem, bir de kimlik, kay&#305;t i&#231;in. Annemin n&#252;fus c&#252;zdan&#305;n&#305; &#231;&#305;karmay&#305; unutmu&#351;lar, anneannemin hastal&#305;&#287;&#305; falan derken. Sa&#287;a sola bakarlar evde iki tane kimlik okula gidecek de iki k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u var, matematik tamam. Esme&#8217;nin kimli&#287;ini Mercan&#8217;a Mercan&#8217;&#305;n kimli&#287;ini Aysel&#8217;e verip &#8220;Haydi okula!&#8221; derler. Mercan dert etmez Esme olmay&#305;, al&#305;r kimli&#287;i bundan sonra Esme olur. Ama Aysel diretir, a&#287;lar, istemez Mercan olmay&#305;. Diretir ya kimse gidip n&#252;fus m&#252;d&#252;rl&#252;&#287;&#252;ne ceza &#246;deyip, bu i&#351;lerle u&#287;ra&#351;mak istemeyince mecbur gider okuluna. Ama Esme kadar benimseyemez ad&#305;n&#305;, resmi i&#351;lemler haricinde de kullanmaz Mercan ad&#305;n&#305;.\n\nY&#305;llar ge&#231;ti k&#246;yde ya&#351;ayan, Mercan&#8217;dan Esme olan teyzem doktor i&#351;leri i&#231;in yan&#305;m&#305;za geldi. Annemle doktora gidecekler. Annem de normalde i&#351;ten g&#252;&#231;ten &#231;ocuklardan kendine f&#305;rsat yarat&#305;p doktora gitmedi&#287;inden diyerek kimli&#287;ini al&#305;p ben de bir g&#246;r&#252;neyim&nbsp; doktora dedi. Annem Aysel &#8220;Mercan&#8221; yazan kimli&#287;ini &#231;&#305;kar&#305;nca teyzem &#8220;Dur k&#305;z bir bakay&#305;m kimli&#287;ime hi&#231; g&#246;rmedim diye al&#305;rken elinden, beraberce bu hikayeyi tekrar anlat&#305;p, g&#252;l&#252;&#351;t&#252;ler. Bu kimlik y&#252;z&#252;nden normalden ya&#351;l&#305; g&#246;r&#252;nmelerinin, ne adlar&#305;n&#305;n ne ya&#351;lar&#305;n&#305;n &#246;nemsenmeyi&#351;inin buruklu&#287;u vard&#305; g&#252;l&#252;&#351;lerinde. O zaman hen&#252;z bir k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u olarak, kad&#305;n olarak VAR olabilmenin, varl&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;n g&#246;r&#252;n&#252;r olmas&#305;n&#305;n zorluklar&#305;n&#305; ya&#351;am&#305;&#351; fakat idrak edememi&#351; ya&#351;larda oldu&#287;umdan g&#252;l&#252;p ge&#231;ti&#287;im bu hikaye, k&#305;rk ya&#351;&#305;ma do&#287;ru yol al&#305;rken annemin neden hayat&#305; boyunca g&#246;lge gibi kald&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;, neden hayata, insanlara tam manas&#305;yla sar&#305;lamad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; biraz daha anlamam&#305; sa&#287;l&#305;yor. Ama art&#305;k &#231;ok da g&#252;lemiyorum, g&#246;z p&#305;narlar&#305;ma dolan ya&#351;larda annemin var olma, var say&#305;labilme kavgas&#305;n&#305;n m&#305; kendi kavgam&#305;n m&#305; yoksa &#351;ahit oldu&#287;um bunca var olma m&#252;cadelesi veren kad&#305;n&#305;n kavgas&#305;n&#305;n m&#305; h&#252;zn&#252; var bilemiyorum. A&#287;lamamak i&#231;in g&#246;z&#252;m&#252; yukar&#305; kald&#305;r&#305;rken s&#305;ra s&#305;ra &#231;&#305;kan y&#305;ld&#305;zlar&#305; g&#246;r&#252;yorum ve sesleniyorum, ben seni g&#246;rd&#252;m annem, var olma m&#252;cadeleni g&#246;rd&#252;m, varl&#305;&#287;&#305;na ve varl&#305;&#287;&#305;ma &#351;&#252;krettim&#8230;&quot;,&quot;body_json&quot;:{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;doc&quot;,&quot;attrs&quot;:{&quot;schemaVersion&quot;:&quot;v1&quot;},&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Annem eskileri anlatmay&#305; &#231;ok sever, ben de ondan ayn&#305; hikayeleri defalarca o kadar &#231;ok dinledim ki bir yan&#305;m baz&#305;lar&#305; Ye&#351;il&#231;am filmi tad&#305;nda olan bu hikayeleri yazmaya hep hevesliydi. &#304;&#231;imdeki yazma iste&#287;i belki de buradan&nbsp; geliyor.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Teyzelerimle bir araya gelince, hele de vakit ak&#351;amsa ve y&#305;ld&#305;zl&#305; bir g&#246;&#287;e bak&#305;yorsak hep &nbsp;birlikte balkonda bah&#231;ede, mutlaka &#231;obanl&#305;k hikayeleri ba&#351;lar. Alt&#305; yedi ya&#351;lar&#305;nda kuzulara &#231;obanl&#305;k edi&#351;leri, hava kararmaya ba&#351;lay&#305;nca teyzemin korkup eve d&#246;nmek isteyi&#351;i annemin anneannemden karanl&#305;ktan daha fazla korktu&#287;undan teyzemi ikna etmek i&#231;in &#8220;Ak&#351;am y&#305;ld&#305;z&#305; &#231;&#305;ks&#305;n &#246;yle gidelim.&#8221; deyi&#351;i. Ak&#351;am y&#305;ld&#305;z&#305; &#231;&#305;kar, annem kuzular&#305; erken g&#246;t&#252;r&#252;rse anneannemden yiyece&#287;i paparay&#305; bildi&#287;inden teyzemi kand&#305;rmaya devam eder, bir y&#305;ld&#305;z daha, bir y&#305;ld&#305;z daha diyerek ba&#351;larlar y&#305;ld&#305;z saymaya.&nbsp; &#199;ocukluk al&#305;&#351;kanl&#305;&#287;&#305; annem ak&#351;am g&#252;n bat&#305;m&#305;n&#305; izlerken hep y&#305;ld&#305;z sayar.&nbsp;&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Annemin iki ad&#305; vard&#305;r. &#304;ki ad&#305; derken ad&#305;n&#305;n &#246;n&#252;ne eklenmi&#351; anneanne babaanne isimleri gelmesin akl&#305;n&#305;za bir do&#287;du&#287;unda kula&#287;&#305;na seslenilen ad&#305;, bir di&#287;eri de okula ba&#351;larken eline tutu&#351;turulan kimlikte yaz&#305;lan&#305;. Biraz &#8220;Ya&#351;ar ne ya&#351;ar ne ya&#351;amaz&#8221; hikayesi .&nbsp; Hikaye &#351;u ki anneannemlerin bir k&#305;zlar&#305; olur ilk k&#305;zlar&#305;nda oldu&#287;u gibi dedemin &#8220;bibisinin&#8221; ad&#305;n&#305; verirler k&#305;za: Esme. Esme, k&#246;y hali &#231;ok ya&#351;amaz &#246;l&#252;r ama tabi i&#351; g&#252;&#231; &#246;l&#252;m bildirimi falan verilmez. Ard&#305;na bir k&#305;z daha do&#287;ar, oda ba&#351;ka bir bibinin ad&#305;: Mercan. Ard&#305;ndan annem, onun ad&#305; herhangi bir bibi ad&#305; de&#287;il, bibilerden b&#305;kan anneannem Aysel koyar ad&#305;n&#305;. Buraya bir parantez a&#231;mak laz&#305;m. Annem do&#287;du&#287;u g&#252;nler k&#246;yde bir kavga &#231;&#305;kar, anneannem g&#246;z&#252;pek kavgac&#305; bir kad&#305;n, korkusuz, kavga dedin mi orda zaten. &#304;&#351;te o kavgada ba&#351;&#305;na bir ta&#351; gelir yaralan&#305;r, lohusal&#305;k da var, &#252;st&#252;ne de sar&#305;l&#305;k olur uzun bir s&#252;re hastanede yatar, annem araya kaynar, b&#252;y&#252;r gider. Y&#305;llar ge&#231;er Mercanla Aysel b&#252;y&#252;r okula gidecekler. Arada ya&#351; fark&#305; olmas&#305; akl&#305;n&#305;z&#305; kar&#305;&#351;t&#305;rmas&#305;n, tek &#246;&#287;retmenli k&#246;y okuluna ak&#305;llar&#305;na ne zaman esmi&#351;se &#8220;Hadi beraber gidin.&#8221; demi&#351;ler i&#351;te. Okula gitmek i&#231;in ne laz&#305;m? defter, kalem, bir de kimlik, kay&#305;t i&#231;in. Annemin n&#252;fus c&#252;zdan&#305;n&#305; &#231;&#305;karmay&#305; unutmu&#351;lar, anneannemin hastal&#305;&#287;&#305; falan derken. Sa&#287;a sola bakarlar evde iki tane kimlik okula gidecek de iki k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u var, matematik tamam. Esme&#8217;nin kimli&#287;ini Mercan&#8217;a Mercan&#8217;&#305;n kimli&#287;ini Aysel&#8217;e verip &#8220;Haydi okula!&#8221; derler. Mercan dert etmez Esme olmay&#305;, al&#305;r kimli&#287;i bundan sonra Esme olur. Ama Aysel diretir, a&#287;lar, istemez Mercan olmay&#305;. Diretir ya kimse gidip n&#252;fus m&#252;d&#252;rl&#252;&#287;&#252;ne ceza &#246;deyip, bu i&#351;lerle u&#287;ra&#351;mak istemeyince mecbur gider okuluna. Ama Esme kadar benimseyemez ad&#305;n&#305;, resmi i&#351;lemler haricinde de kullanmaz Mercan ad&#305;n&#305;.&quot;}]},{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;paragraph&quot;,&quot;content&quot;:[{&quot;type&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Y&#305;llar ge&#231;ti k&#246;yde ya&#351;ayan, Mercan&#8217;dan Esme olan teyzem doktor i&#351;leri i&#231;in yan&#305;m&#305;za geldi. Annemle doktora gidecekler. Annem de normalde i&#351;ten g&#252;&#231;ten &#231;ocuklardan kendine f&#305;rsat yarat&#305;p doktora gitmedi&#287;inden diyerek kimli&#287;ini al&#305;p ben de bir g&#246;r&#252;neyim&nbsp; doktora dedi. Annem Aysel &#8220;Mercan&#8221; yazan kimli&#287;ini &#231;&#305;kar&#305;nca teyzem &#8220;Dur k&#305;z bir bakay&#305;m kimli&#287;ime hi&#231; g&#246;rmedim diye al&#305;rken elinden, beraberce bu hikayeyi tekrar anlat&#305;p, g&#252;l&#252;&#351;t&#252;ler. Bu kimlik y&#252;z&#252;nden normalden ya&#351;l&#305; g&#246;r&#252;nmelerinin, ne adlar&#305;n&#305;n ne ya&#351;lar&#305;n&#305;n &#246;nemsenmeyi&#351;inin buruklu&#287;u vard&#305; g&#252;l&#252;&#351;lerinde. O zaman hen&#252;z bir k&#305;z &#231;ocu&#287;u olarak, kad&#305;n olarak VAR olabilmenin, varl&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;n g&#246;r&#252;n&#252;r olmas&#305;n&#305;n zorluklar&#305;n&#305; ya&#351;am&#305;&#351; fakat idrak edememi&#351; ya&#351;larda oldu&#287;umdan g&#252;l&#252;p ge&#231;ti&#287;im bu hikaye, k&#305;rk ya&#351;&#305;ma do&#287;ru yol al&#305;rken annemin neden hayat&#305; boyunca g&#246;lge gibi kald&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305;, neden hayata, insanlara tam manas&#305;yla sar&#305;lamad&#305;&#287;&#305;n&#305; biraz daha anlamam&#305; sa&#287;l&#305;yor. Ama art&#305;k &#231;ok da g&#252;lemiyorum, g&#246;z p&#305;narlar&#305;ma dolan ya&#351;larda annemin var olma, var say&#305;labilme kavgas&#305;n&#305;n m&#305; kendi kavgam&#305;n m&#305; yoksa &#351;ahit oldu&#287;um bunca var olma m&#252;cadelesi veren kad&#305;n&#305;n kavgas&#305;n&#305;n m&#305; h&#252;zn&#252; var bilemiyorum. 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&#183; Bedriyevsbedis</div></a></div><div><hr></div><p>Dartington College of Arts/Plymouth &#220;niversitesi&#8217;ndeki y&#252;ksek lisans&#305;mdan dev&#351;irme bir yaz&#305; prati&#287;i ile <em>Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;</em> metaforlar&#305;n&#305; harmanlad&#305;m, ad&#305;mlar a&#351;a&#287;&#305;da:</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>Ara&#231;lar</strong></p><p>Kendiniz</p><p>Bir defter</p><p>Bir kalem</p><p>Annenizin bulabildi&#287;iniz en gen&#231; foto&#287;raf&#305;</p><p>G&#246;zlerinizi ba&#287;lamak i&#231;in bir fular ya da &#351;al</p><p>Evinizde bir k&#246;&#351;e</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>Eylem #1 &#8212; Dokunma</strong></p><p><strong>S&#252;re: </strong>yakla&#351;&#305;k 10 dakika</p><p><strong>5 dakika boyunca:</strong></p><p>Rahat edebilece&#287;iniz bir yere oturun.</p><p>G&#246;zlerinizi ba&#287;lay&#305;n.</p><p>Bir s&#252;re hi&#231;bir &#351;ey yapmay&#305;n.</p><p>Bekleyin.</p><p>Sonra ellerinizi kullan&#305;n.</p><p>&#304;&#231;inde bulundu&#287;unuz mek&#226;na dokunun.</p><p>Duvara.</p><p>Yere.</p><p>Bir kuma&#351;a.</p><p>Bir y&#252;zeye.</p><p>&#304;sterseniz oldu&#287;unuz yerde kalabilirsiniz.</p><p>&#304;sterseniz, kendinizi g&#252;vende hissediyorsan&#305;z, biraz hareket edebilirsiniz.</p><p>Acele etmeyin.</p><p>Bir doku bulun.</p><p>Parmaklar&#305;n&#305;z&#305;n tekrar tekrar d&#246;nmek istedi&#287;i bir doku.</p><p>Onu tan&#305;y&#305;n.</p><p>Sonra g&#246;z ba&#287;&#305;n&#305;z&#305; kald&#305;r&#305;n.</p><p>Bir elinizi se&#231;ti&#287;iniz dokunun &#252;zerinde b&#305;rak&#305;n.</p><p>Di&#287;er elinizle deftere d&#246;n&#252;n.</p><p><strong>5 dakika boyunca:</strong></p><p>Dokuyu &#231;izin</p><p>veya</p><p>Dokunun sizde uyand&#305;rd&#305;&#287;&#305; &#351;eyi yaz&#305;n.</p><p>Dokuyu g&#246;rerek de&#287;il.</p><p>Dokuyu hat&#305;rlayarak.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>Eylem #2 &#8212; Annenin &#199;ocuklu&#287;u</strong></p><p><strong>S&#252;re: </strong>yakla&#351;&#305;k 10 dakika</p><p><strong>5 dakika boyunca:</strong></p><p>G&#246;zlerinizi kapat&#305;n.</p><p>Tam &#246;n&#252;n&#252;zde annenizin &#231;ocuklu&#287;u var.</p><p>Ellerinizi d&#252;rb&#252;n gibi iki g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;z&#252;n &#246;n&#252;ne getirin.</p><p>G&#246;zleriniz h&#226;l&#226; kapal&#305;.</p><p>Bak&#305;n.</p><p>Annenizin &#231;ocuklu&#287;una bak&#305;n.</p><p>Orada bir d&#252;nya var.</p><p>Bir sokak olabilir.</p><p>Bir oda.</p><p>Bir kap&#305; aral&#305;&#287;&#305;.</p><p>Bir yaz &#246;&#287;leni.</p><p>Bir k&#305;&#351; sabah&#305;.</p><p>Belki bir ses.</p><p>Belki bir g&#246;lge.</p><p>Bu d&#252;nyadan tek bir imge se&#231;in.</p><p>Deftere d&#246;n&#252;n.</p><p><strong>5 dakika boyunca:</strong></p><p>Yaz&#305;n</p><p>veya</p><p>&#199;izin</p><p>veya</p><p>Bu imgeye bir jest ya da sesle kar&#351;&#305;l&#305;k verin.</p><p>&#304;stedi&#287;iniz zaman b&#305;rakabilirsiniz.</p><p>Durun.</p><p>Geri &#231;ekilin.</p><p>Bir s&#252;re hi&#231;bir &#351;ey 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6 likes &#183; 6 comments &#183; Serda</div></a></div><div><hr></div><div class="embedded-post-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:189821438,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://peren.substack.com/p/poetika-journal-minutiae&quot;,&quot;publication_id&quot;:5552988,&quot;embedding_publication_id&quot;:null,&quot;publication_name&quot;:&quot;Peren Efe&quot;,&quot;publication_logo_url&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;Poetika Journal: Minutiae&quot;,&quot;truncated_body_text&quot;:&quot;K&#252;&#231;&#252;kt&#252;m, ufac&#305;kt&#305;m, be&#351;-alt&#305; ya&#351;lar&#305;nda. 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Bir y&#305;l i&#231;inde onsuz neler ya&#351;ad&#305;k hat&#305;rlam&#305;yorum. &#8220;&#8230;unutmak madem yok, madem b&#252;y&#252;k yalan, neden hat&#305;rlamaz insan?&#8221; diye d&#252;&#351;&#252;n&#252;p soru ili&#351;tiriyorum metin sayfas&#305;na&#8230;</div><div class="embedded-post-cta-wrapper"><span class="embedded-post-cta">Read more</span></div><div class="embedded-post-meta">8 months ago &#183; 1 like &#183; Esra Onur</div></a></div><div><hr></div><p>Bu <em>Poetika Journal</em> say&#305;s&#305; i&#231;in Dartington College of Arts/Plymouth &#220;niversitesi&#8217;ndeki y&#252;ksek lisans&#305;mdan dev&#351;irme bir yaz&#305; prati&#287;i ile <em>Poetika Yaz&#305; Kul&#252;b&#252;</em> metaforlar&#305;n&#305; harmanlad&#305;m, ad&#305;mlar a&#351;a&#287;&#305;da:</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>Ara&#231;lar:</strong><br>Kendiniz. Bir defter. Bir kalem.<br>Evinizde bir k&#246;&#351;e.</p><p><strong>Eylem #1</strong><br>Bir g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;z&#252; kapat&#305;n.<br>Di&#287;er g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;z&#252;n &#246;n&#252;ne elinizi d&#252;rb&#252;n gibi koyun.<br>Bak&#305;&#351; darals&#305;n, d&#252;nya k&#252;&#231;&#252;ls&#252;n.</p><p>Be&#351; dakika bak&#305;n.<br>Yak&#305;ndan. Yava&#351;&#231;a.<br>Bulundu&#287;unuz yerin en k&#252;&#231;&#252;k ayr&#305;nt&#305;lar&#305;na kadar.</p><p>S&#252;re doldu&#287;unda, g&#246;rd&#252;klerinizden yaln&#305;zca birini se&#231;in.<br>Bir be&#351; dakika daha sadece onunla kal&#305;n.</p><p>Yaz&#305;n.<br>&#199;izin.<br>Ya da bir sesle, bir jestle kar&#351;&#305;l&#305;k verin.</p><p>S&#252;re doldu&#287;unda b&#305;rak&#305;n.</p><p>Geri &#231;ekilin.</p><div><hr></div><p>Devam etmek isteyenler i&#231;in:</p><p><strong>Eylem #2</strong></p><p>&#304;ki g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;z&#252; de kapat&#305;n.<br>Tam &#246;n&#252;n&#252;zde, &#231;ocuklu&#287;unuz var.<br>&#304;ki g&#246;z&#252;n&#252;z&#252;n &#246;n&#252;ne ellerinizi d&#252;rb&#252;n gibi koyun, g&#246;zleriniz kapal&#305;. </p><p>&#199;ocukluk d&#252;nyas&#305;n&#305; seyre dal&#305;n.<br>Bu d&#252;nyadan bir imge se&#231;in. </p><p>Yaz&#305;n.<br>&#199;izin.<br>Ya da bir sesle, bir jestle kar&#351;&#305;l&#305;k verin.</p><p>&#304;stedi&#287;iniz zaman 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